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NEW BLOG!

2006-05-16T23:58:00.000-07:00

hi guys i will be changin my blog add to

www.superveroy.multiply.com

there will be more interesting things inside like videos, photos, and songs! haa
veroy.blogspot.com will still be around be un-updated so update your list k!

Nostalgic

2006-05-08T07:33:00.000-07:00

hi people.. a kind of longingness just like hit me you noe.. ha. well i guess it's different coz now my peeps have started school, started work and stuff. we seldom have constant outings like before already.. well that is why i am happy to see them during the weekends. i finally went back to cch last sat. and june asked me how do i feel to come back. i told her i feel happy and sad. happy that i can cum back but sad becoz physically i'm still not tat well so i'm quite limited.. God please strengthen my body.. ha. i really miss goin out with you all.. food hunt outings.. late nite movies.. endless conversations..

aniways.. i went to ikea today and i saw so many ideas for my room. ha. but of coz i dun have all the money to do the stuff dat i want to do so i started small.. i bought a quilt cover and pillow covers. can't find anything suitable to buy for my mummy. :( well ikea does bring back my memories with my peeps la. eating swedish meatballs. sorry guys i can't write much.. the more i write the more i tink abt my peeps. miss them. shld stop writing now.. it's one of those daes you know. normally i wun allow myself to write during this kind of days but i guess you wun mind seeing a different side of me. ha.

5 . 1 . Labour Day

2006-05-01T07:21:00.000-07:00

Ha, its Labour Day today. Hm.. First right. You see If it's Children's Day we celebrate it by making children happy, buying presents for them and stuff. Mother's Day we appreciate all the mothers. Chinese New year we do chinese new year shoppin and eat new year goodies. So if it's Labour Day shldn't we be celebrating labour and wortk 24hrs. You get the idea? haa.. Anyway Labour Day is a day where people get a day off from their work. haa. But some plp don't get Labour Day, not even any public holidays. Yea. Think about it.

Anyway I spent the day at home really not labouring. I woke up late den I transformed myself into a couch-potato. ha. it's kinda boring.. I thank God that I have a great destiny for me so that everyday of my life I can unfold it and it's really full of surprises. ha. The life that I have with God is really so exciting and fulfiling.

What's a bright future? A bright future is when you wake up you know that there's something that you and only you can accomplish and that you are moving in the direction of accomplishing it. Ytd's service was tremendously great. Pastor Mark Conner came to preach and boy oh boy did he preach himself happy! ha, it's really anointed and powerful. He preached about how to ignite your spiritual passion and it really further cause my fire for God to burn!

You know your passion starts with a matchstick. When you first light it up burn brightly for awhile but after that if you don't add in more matchsticks, charcoal and stuff the matchstick that used to burn brightly will just turn into a useless piece of burnt wood. But when you continue to fuel it, it will burn brighter and bigger and more powerful. And that's the same for our Christian walk. If you think by relaying of the fire you have last week, last month, or three years ago to serve God in greater ways, i can tell you, Wake up your idea! Nobody barbeques with a matchstick right? They always set up a bigger fire for BBQ-ing rite? I dun think i need to explain much. haa.. simple as that. Pst Mark said this, he said,

" Christian walk is not a marathon. Christian walk is a series of sprints."

It din occur to me before you know? You know when a marathon runner finish a marathon they will be sooo drained it's hard for them to do anything more after they take a long break. But for sprinters, after a sprint they can still be active and do things. BE a sprinter, when it's time to go all out you go ALL out and when it time to rest you rest so that when its time to go ALL out again you can you see? Yea! Ha and that's all i've got to say and that summarizes my day.

i have a problem with ending my blog entry. ha. the ending always end up very weird. how..

[to you] lets protect the spirit of the ship. it's very precious to me. *smiles*

Take all of me..

2006-04-29T09:32:00.000-07:00

I can feel Him.. Jesus my best friend. I dunno why but whenever I hear this song i am juz moved by the pressence of God.

I love You
All of my hope is in You
Jesus Christ take my life
Take all of me

that's the chorus of the song from United Live - Take all of me

You know nothing expresses how i feel more than this song. The lyrics says all of my hope is in You, sometimes when I have lost all hope but God reminds me that all the hope can be put to be in God. For e/g when i was in the ICU it seems like all hope is lost but God reminded me that all of my hope is in Him. Thank You Lord.. I really don't how can i go thru it without.

And there's really such a deep cry from my heart to God, take all of me, take my life, I want to maxmise my time and i really really want Him to take all of me. And you know wad? I am not the best person. I am really not. Flaws? I have lots of them but God still takes all of me. Can you imagine? Sumone so clean and pure embracing someone that's stained and dirty. And after that He just makes you clean.. It's just amazing.. I am just feelin a very thick pressence now. I think its time to stop and let God move..

Bring it on!

2006-04-27T08:25:00.000-07:00

Hey, wassup. This is not my 4 weeks and 1 day story in the hospital ok haa. juz finished my quiet time and had a flow to write some stuff online. well i really feel good now. nothing beats a touch from God. It's just like recharging like how i am recharging my Ipod Video now. Not trying to show off my new toy. I got this ipod while i was in the hospital. My mummy bought it for me because i was very very very bored in the hospital. Thanks to my bestie maddie, if not for her my ipod video will only have nothing inside. She helped me upload super nice songs inside and fotos so that i wont be that bored. *shouts* Thank You! ;)

Back to my time with God. I was really ministered and i never felt this in a long time.. imagine having your quiet time in the hospital ward when you can praise and worship Him extravagantly. You cant speak in tougues loudly. I felt so restricted! yea.. So as i was praying you know i juz felt God giving me and hug and sayin that, " I know its tough. You did well" and i begin to tear.. and after that i told God i dun wan to come out of this without goin up another level, without learning something and i begin to juz break down before God.. and after tat i just felt a relief and the first thought that came " I am so happy to be alive " Pst Kong always says its easy to die for Christ but it's harder to live for Christ! I thank God I am still alive and kickin!

after the 4 weeks a 1 day i have learnt to cherish the things around me.. i really learn to cherish all the things and people that cross my path in my life. A few shoutouts to a few special people and people who stayed thru the night with me

Pastor Eileen : you were here with me everyday! thank God 4 you! i am truly blessed! Thanks for all the magazines tat you bought, the papers, the groceries. Wow. You are the best man!

Maddie: You too! also here with me ha. Coming to chat with me, lending me lappy to watch DVDs, prayin for me. you are super bestie! :)

Ah Ling: Thanks for your VCDs! your massage! its the best man. and i appreciate you cumming down sacrificing your lunchbreak! i really do! :)

Adrian: Helpin me buy my IPOD charger and using ice water to bring my temp. down! my bro!

June & Bran: Your pressence just makes everything different! loved the time when you came!

J7: aiyo still need to say wad. you all are a part of me liao so wad can i say! LOVE LOVE LOVE!

Bob: You also ah! Thanks for stayin over with me and making sure i'm alrite! You rock bro!

Paul: Thanks for all the encouragment and sharing when you stayed over! inspired me!

Victor: Thanks for acc me thru the nite, i'm sure your design will be in the mag! i am lookin out!

Anson: Lao shi!! Thanks, thru the nite. i woke up and saw you praying. you are a prayer warrior

Ben: Thanks bro for stayin over even though you had work next day. i appreciate you!

and to all those who came but i din name please please please know that you are very very appreciated and i am truly blessed and privilledge to have you crossing my path and touching my life.

yea. so guys please cherish the things you get to do whether big or small coz you never know when you cant do them. when i was in hospital i needed sumone to hold me when i walk coz i cant walk properly due to 2 weeks of not moving. cherish the little things, the common things you get to have and do and find joy from it. it will make you smile more. and not to forget the people around you. please do appreciate wad you have. :) i am sounding naggy now..

lastly you know wad satan, i have defeated you, not alone but with God and City Harvest Church. Get it clear, you dun only offend me but you offend my church and my God. And my God is a great BIG God so remember. You lost and you will be losing! Bring it on!

I love him the most! Didi!

2006-03-15T08:19:00.000-08:00

I love him the most! Didi!
Originally uploaded by Mr Veroy.

Jeremy is one of the most adorable boy! Nick and Connie's son. Not to 4get the super duper sweet and pretty little ger of them. Jerry!! I love them soo much! I went to visit him and jerry with maddie 2day becoz we sent Connie home. Jerry had chicken pox but they were so excited to see us! ha, and we were so excited to see them too! Totally adore them to bits!

My Best Frens

2006-03-15T08:10:00.000-08:00

LOL! haa. Copyrighted!
Originally uploaded by Mr Veroy.

LOL! Cineleisure level 9 is cool! It has a cinema, private rooms for people to watch DVDs and there are game consoles inside. It's designed to look like a club! ha, dun you tink the three of us look like we are in the club? ha, nah. we dun club! but we can enjoy ourselves!

On this rock

2006-03-14T08:56:00.000-08:00

God has been speaking to me strongly about this verse for the past 3 days, In the bible Jesus said to Peter that

"On this rock I shall build my church and the gates of Hell shall not prevail against us"

I feel that this word is really a word in season. What's a rock? A rock is sumtink thats stable that will not waver. God wants to establish His kingdom in our live and He needs us to be a strong that's strong, so that His ministry can be built on a strong foundation. A rock.

1. Your conviction in Christ, Your character in Christ, Your calling in Christ must not waver!

2. You must be serious with the ministry God has placed in your hands because He cant establish a ministry on sumone who is not serious. He needs sumone who is

a) Focused
b) Conscrated
c) Serious
d) Yielded

haa, i am writing a 3 point sermon already man. ga, i am not trying to be preachy but i realli want to be a rock for Jesus! I want to rock the world for Jesus and I also want to be a rock for Jesus to establish His kingdom. I want to be serious! strong! and steady! Waiting for my 3rd point? Nope, onli have 2 points that i can think of.

Now for my life, i went jogging yesterday and i really felt good man! excercise is good for health and good for your mind because you take time to breathe in sum fresh air and also keep yourself fit man! But i need to excercise more becoz i think i am rusty man. haa. its good to keep yourself fit so that you can serve God in a powerful way too rite? ;)

* thinks how to end off properly*

Be a rock for Jesus and rock to Jesus!

Not a intensive blogger

2006-03-11T09:36:00.000-08:00

You noe i am not a intensive blogger but when it comes to the goodness of God i have no choice but to let the praises of God overflow from my hands. I am really blessed to have people around me who love God alot and I am also so blessed to be able to be so close to God. Recently I have been feeling soo soo close to Jesus. How do I know it?

Well, How do you know if you are close to sumone?

1. You enjoy spendin time with the person
2. You enjoy talkin to the person
3. You love that the person is around you
4. You want to please the person
5. You do all of the above everyday

Yea, I realised that being with God, spending time and stuff like tat. I am really so totally close to Jesus. Yes! I am you know! And how does it come along? It cums with this simple word " Desire " Because when you desire hard enuff you will naturally be drawn to the thing that you want. Like if you desire after God, you dun need to do this den do that den get that. You just need to have a very strong desire that you wan to know God more and after that you will be naturally drawn to God. Its the same for everything in your life. Last week I told God I want to write a song that children can use to praise you!

And i pray and i desired strong enuff and after that songs start to come in and its not crappy stuff if you know wad i mean. Its stuff that i know its from the Lord. Thank God!

Next thing i wan to share abt having a dream for God! During cg, Pastor Eileen shared this, she said that when you have a dream that's bigger than yourself, it leaves no room for self. Lets put it this way, when you dream a big dream for God, your dream will occupy you and therefore it leaves no room for yourself. your own fleshly desires, your own wants but instead the dream that God place in you can actually replace all the negative things in your life. Isnt that wonderful? Ha, den plp may say " erm.. the dream that God gave to me is not very big.. " well. you know wad i will tell you? den ask God for a bigger one! My God is big! His dreams won't be that small right!

well then sum people will say " If its too big i dunno if i can do it.. " You know wad the bible says?

Luke 1 :37-38
" For with God, nothing will be impossible. Then Mary said, " Behold the maidservant of the Lord! Let it be to me according to your word." And the angel departed from her."

Its says without God nothing is impossible! Nothing means in all aspects. Nothing is impossible man! But even though we know that its true we gotta say God, let it be unto be. Meaning you let God's Word come and take over your dream and let the dream be onto you according to the word that God speaks which is nothing is impossible for Him!

Come on! Dream a BIG dream 2day! Let you dream take over yourself and let Him be in the centre of your dream! Because after that " its no longer i who lives but Christ that lives in me! "

Amen! Lets grow to love God more yea! ;) Totally falling all away in love with Jesus!

Aching Legs and Arms

2006-03-07T09:23:00.000-08:00

My body is really pretty worned out man. Even now as I am typing I am twisting and turning my head around. Haa. Yea, Its been long since j7 got together for a dance practice. And I tell you this group of people are so full out for Jesus! All of them! All the way for Jesus. It's totally awesome for me to come and be a part of this awesome group. My point is that none of us here is perfect in anyway. But the way God grown us, use us really makes me marvel. ha.

You know i really have fix my eyes totally to Jesus. I cant afford to lose sight of Him, Becoz without a step with Him i cant see clearly and i really cant be happy. You know when i am walkin right with God and close to Him right, there's a firm affirmation within my heart that I am truly blessed! " Blessed = Empowered to succeed " If you know that you are empowered to succeed wont you be happy? haa. Makes me happy just typing about it.

Being a Christians requires decesions after decesions. I have made many. Sum good decesions sum bad, ha. What makes a person victorious is that he/she stays firm to the decesion that God tells him/her to make. But thats the tough part. Its always not easy to stick the decesion. But I am goin to stick to things that God calls me to do. Firmly. Not easy but always good. I trust God for it.

Happy Bday to my dearest Mummy! haa.. although never in a million years my mum will get to see this but I juz want to say it! Yea. Nothin else to say alreadi. haa. I am happy.

" You dun have to try to be happy, You can juz be happy. Its a change of perspective "

Negative VS Positive

2006-03-05T08:05:00.000-08:00

Negative VS Positive - This 2 closely related words always faces a constant battle and struggle. The worse is that this two words can either empower you to fail or empower you to succeed. I have learnt that building on the positive is very important & building on the right thing is also as important. Sometimes from my eyes when i look at a situation it may seem negative but if i know that the situation is good for me i will have to bite the bullet and go thru it.

In a sense that sumtimes God brings you thru trials and testings buts trials and testings are good! Its to equip and to empower us for more things in the future. But how many of you know that when you go thru God's trials and testing its easy for us to become pessimistic but I just have to tell myself to build on the right thing. Change my perspective from the negative to the positive.

Imagine if you look at the situation which you feel very negative abt it i can almost assure you that it will turn out to become bad even though your original intention for the situation was to be good. But if your mindset toward the situation keeps to the original intention which is for good, things wil start to happen. Good things! Yea so i told myself that this mind of mine is control by God and whenever situation seems negative I'm gonna build on the right things.

Always stayin positive and never gonna give it up!

Bouncing Ball.

2006-03-04T09:55:00.000-08:00

Haa. Well anione played the nokia game Bounce before? Its this little red ball that bounces its way thru obstacles and getting to the destination. I realised there's even competitions held for this handphone game and the 1st ever World Cyber Games held in Singapore had that in their event. The first prize gone to a Taiwanese. yea and whatever i have said is juz a link to my topic. Bounce.

Everyone knows that a ball bounces rite. But even thru the bounce of a God, God can speak revelations. You know, Christians should be like a ball that bounces. What do i mean by that? A ball can only bounce when it hits a hard surface. And the bounce always goes from high to low. You will never see a ball bouncing from high to high or vice versa. In the same thing when a Christian bounces and hit the hard surface it may be sumtink like " goin thru a rough patch, feelin spiritually & emotionally drained, you know? yea, stuff like tat "

So when you hit the rough patch everything seemed to hit the lowest point in your life you gotta remember one thing is that you will always bounce off the hard surface. And you know what? The harder you hit the surface the higher you will go above the ground. Thank God for that and you know wad? When you bounce off and up! You won't cum crashing back down becoz the arm of the Lord will cum and catch you. And The arm of God will carry you back to the place where He has destined you to be. The arm of the Lord is never too short. It's always there the pick you up.

What are you waiting for? If 2dae you are in the lowest point why not you bounce off and bounce higher and let the arm of God catch you and carry you again!

What the devil meant for evil God can turn it over for Good

2006-03-02T08:29:00.000-08:00

wow, i dun really predict tat i can write a post. you know all this while i have meant this blog to be sumtink that encourages and brings joy. but honestly juz now i was realli feelin rather down. yea, feelin all emotional and stuff like dat. but you know tat God always appears at the darkest moment of your life. i'm juz tearing while i write. As feelin down i got bored and I wanted to watch sumtink. yea. so i went online and typed OnlineTv. and guess wad i've found.

www.goodtv.com.tw

Goodtv, if you dunno wad's Goodtv, basically its a TV channel that broadcast Christian Programmes for Taiwan. Yea. You know wad i really wished Singapore will have sum programmes like tat. The content is soo good. I was watching this lady talking about her fight with cancer. She has many problems from her neck down to her spine down to her womb and in her womb there's a 20cm cancerous growth. how bad can it get for someone's life? ha. from the moment i told God, you are already so good to me giving all this things in my life. What's there for me to be unhappy abt? Ya. there's nothing you know.

Sidetrack for awhile. People, you must really learn to look at the positive things that's happening all around you instead of lookin at the negative side. appreciate the things that God has placed in your life. Your parents, friends, your ministry.

Back to the story. So being cancer-stricken she has to go for chemotheraphy. After chemotheraphy some of the side-effects are feelin nauseous, pain etc. She used to ask God why did He allowed this thing to happen to her? But little did she know that she's gonna find out soon. As she went thru the Chemotheraphy, she start to hold the hands of the people around her. Not the nurses but the other patients who are also undergoing chemotheraphy. When they all joined hands and she led all of them in prayer and started singin song of praise to Jesus. After they finish the Chemo she went home. And a few days later she went back for a chkup and she saw a patient who held her hands. The patient told her tat if she could cum back next week on the same day to have chemotheraphy together. So she asked " Why?" and then the patient said becoz after tat day they went home they all din feel the side-effects and they were filled with joy although they dunno why.

At the instance the lady knew why God allowed her to go thru this cancer war. God wanted her to use her experience, goin thru it the tough way, and after she's gone thru it she can put joy into others life and help people to go thru it. Isnt great to know that even though you may seem helpless but God still used you to help people but here an important lesson learnt.

How God is able to use your circumstances to help people depends on your attitude towards the present situation that you are in. The lady choose to depend on the joy of the Lord for strength. Even the host can tell that a person who can go thru sumtink so tough but there's sumtink special about the lady's heart is the joy. When the joy of the Lord fills your heart you will be able to look at your situation in a different perspective.

Thats why i told myself i muz look at the situation thru the eyes of my heart filled with God's joy. They quoted a verse from the bible in chinese but i dunno wad the actual translation in english but i interpert it as

" a heart filled with joy will overcome all obstacles. "

yea. are you filled with joy? i pray that after reading this you can stop lookin at your circumstance but rather look to Jesus and pray for an infilling of God's joy into your heart.

Praise You with a new song

2006-03-01T07:52:00.000-08:00

God is so good, He's so good and He's so real. Wad can i say about Him man? haa. Well i just finished writing my 2nd decent praise for the day, well its the first draft, expecting more changes before its released to touch the hearts of the children. Well you know how to draw close to God? You juz gotta have a strong desire. You know how to have new songs, Desire! Wow. The power of wanting and desiring will naturally draw things to you. honest! Coz i told God i have been procranstinating about writing new songs, and 2day i must must must write songs! I told God, please give lyrics and melodies that is from heaven. *dun get me wrong i am not sayin my music is the best* but i tink God will love it! So just written 2 songs, and i pray with all my heart dat its will juz keep cumming.

*away* yea. back now. was juz completing the recording of my 2nd new praise song. Ha. this praise song has a long history. The chorus was written two years ago together with my best fren maddi, ha, its really cool but yet funny coz we actually kept this song for two years. And she even kept the paper dat we wrote on. The time we were supposed to join EMERGE and sing the song. ha. Well, in the end we din but little did we know that God will remind us about this song after 2 years, ha. now that we have fine-tuned it. i am really glad man. haa. well. I just love my Jesus! ha.

barley, lunch and boxes

2006-02-24T08:28:00.000-08:00

oh? the title of my entry has no link to what the things which i am goin to express about. ha. i felt that the extensive use of uncommon vocabulary is really kinda weird. in comparision to what i have just said, here's an example.

i have a fren from taiwan, she always comments that some of the chinese that singapore drama serials use are often too perfect. yea. its not words that people will use in their daily conversation or say in a normal situation. i am not too sure if you get my point but the bottomline is that its all about be natural. if you or me strive too hard to make your sentence complicated you will make people confused as well. yea.

" its not about using big words, its about being natural and descriptive."
hm. agree?

yup. i had an enjoyable day. finally got down and discuss about the plans that me and my two other frens have and put it into action. well i will talk abt that once my company is registered. yup. its not like a mega-huge company. we're goin to start small and start to earn some capital first. yup. have alreadi decided on the company's name. i'll tell it to you guys once i have registered it. which is on monday. yup. its gonna be exicitin! den spent sum time with my bestie fren who is reading this now. haa. frens either draw you to God or away from Him. yup. after the service tat pst kong preached last sun. i am thankful that most of my frens are worthy to befriend. yes! truly! totally!

i realised that as i pray more and more the way i feel the way i talk the way i tink really shows a significant change. being a christian for 3 awesome years i still feel that everytime i pray i feel different. sum plp may think " of course after you pray you will feel different, wad you talkin about? " well. yea. definately but my point is that the pressence of God will always be renewing and fresh. prayer is never stale. yea. lookin at plp like pst kong and pst ulf. they way they carry themselves and they way they talk they way they think. woah. this shows that they are people of great prayers. totally man!

oh yea! me and maddi saw pst ulf together with sis beggita at borders. and really can feel that even down stage when he talked to us he was so filled with the pressence of God. and like a father like tat. haa. yup..

now how i'm feelin? weak.. i am sick. din go 4 cch 2dae.. miss them. and at the same time i really want to go oversea. i really realli wan to get out of Singapore to see the world. man. God provide me a way to go overseas. *coughs* signin off~

Spring Cleaning my CD drawer~

2006-02-23T00:15:00.000-08:00

Ha, well i think i have been a good help even though i was rather sick. Body still feelin kinda wobbly now but i am quite thrilled and exultant! for peeps who know or dunno me you would not have known that i have a drawer that's full of CDs. Burned CDs, Music CDs, DVDs, VCDs, Albums and stuff. And that drawer is realli realli messy... ha!

yea. every once in a blue moon when the mood for cleaning that drawer cums i will start to stack everthing nicely and after wait for it to deteriorate again. yup. aniwae the mood started to appear slowly. oh yea. slowly man. but before i knew it i was throwing away away things. CDs after CDs wow. haa. i am flabbergasted once again by the immense amount of garbage i have in my undersized drawer. oh well. you may also realised the amount of highly descriptive words i have used in this post. i am really tryin to extend my knowledge of vocabulary so as to improve and enrich myself.

honestly speakin some of the words used in this post are quite common and ordinary words but i just dont use them often to make them a part of my daily conversation. i shld try rite? yup.
I would love to share more abt the awe-inspiring encounter i have with God this week but i'll leave that to the next post k!

" your vocabulary brodens the vision that God has for you " - ponder over it.

Spring Cleaning!

2006-02-16T22:45:00.000-08:00

Woo. I am soo proud of myself. I have given my room a good spring clean. haa.. i am amazed at the amount of trash dat i have collected thru my 3 years in design school. many many waste pieces of mounting boards, art cards, rolls of double sided tape, many many CDs which i have burnt either for submission or for archiving purposes. ha. threw them all away! now my room is clean and tidy. makes me feel good when i walk into it. as i packed my room i saw all the cards which my cg members, and plp who wrote for me. there were many memory flashbacks man. hee. saw the fotos of myself b4 i got saved and the things dat i did in the past flashed in front of me. ha, the tot of it is silly man. ha. yea and also i remember last time when i was leadin a sub-group in my cellgrp and my member wrote cards to me sayin very edifyin and encouraging things. i oso looked thru the past spiritual diaries that i wrote and all the encounters tat i have with God really lifted me up and remind me to renew my walk with God constantly. lookin back at memories that you have is a good thing. but its also important that we dun stay in the memories and tell yourself that " i used to be.... i used to do... i use to love...... " you know wad i mean? Our God is a God of new things. He doesn't hate the old things but He wants us to breakthru and have new things that we can reminesence abt. my 3 three year of christian walk was so exciting. i will never want to stay the way i m. i want more memories that i can keep!

strive 4 new chapters tat God can write in your life..

Diploma Holder

2006-02-15T23:48:00.000-08:00

I'm officially a diploma holder but juz that i haven got it yet. ha. yea. yesterdae i submitted my last project and i am officially a free man already. now its time for me to go into the real world and work as an interior designer man. but i am really contemplating if i shld start to work now. emerge is coming in the month of june and easter and many things. i wonder if i start to work can i go for all the special events thats cumming up. this is really a major concern for me but at the same time i cant be bumming alround everyday doin nuthin right? shld make this time productive for me and earn some money and prepare myself for SOT man.

ha. the reality of life juz came to me man. the lifestyle of an workin adult. i tink it will be exciting but at the same time i m kind of apprehensive abt the whole situation. oh well. i tink it will be good. juz gotta find a good company. right now i have 1 job offer from my ex-SIP company. duno how the pay. will update again ba. i gtg bath haa.

Three ONE ONE ONE Vision

2006-02-06T22:52:00.000-08:00

ONE ONE ONE Vision this year. God spoke, Pst Eileen speaks. Now we run towards it!

Three one one one means : 3 one's this year.

1st one: ONE YOU
who YOU are as a person.
- standin firm in Christ and knowing me position and authority in Christ
- havin a even stronger self esteem and a larger inner within me
- buildin up on character and making myself a better tools for God to use

what YOU do as a person.

" if you want to be sucessful, it's just this simple. Know what you're doin, love what you are doin, believe in what you are doin"

- God spoke to me that this year he wants 3 one one one from me. to write one praise song, one worship song and 1 praise with rap inside
- goin to NS and shining inside the army camp for him
- not allowing myself to waver when troubles arises and fixing my eyes unto God till i finish
- being passionate about my craft, the gift that God has placed in my life.

2nd one: ONE DISCIPLESHIP

" one week, one touch, one time "

Havin a leader or sumone who wants to disicple you is a great privilledge. you know why? a discipler will not disciple sumone unless he/she find a certain amount of potential in you which i know every one of us has God given potential within us. and in our for you to tap into your God given potential, one of the crucial ways is to press into your discipler's life. not the other way round. sumtimes we may think that our discipler is too busy and we dont want to bother them but the truth is which discipler is always free? so this year i'm making it a point to press into my discipler's life.

i will do sumtink really special for my discipler, sharing, talkin, serving and press in.
One week. One touch. One time.

3rd ONE: ONE MORE LEVEL
" going up another level is not takin 1 step, its goin up a whole flight of stairs. its there when you reach the next level " - a revelation that God gave to me

To go up the next level is not sumtink that is a breeze but i tell you wat you need to go up another level. it is to hear from God and i can tell you that hearing from God is not sumtink that's difficult to attain. you don't have to be a pastor to hear from God. you just need to have a sensitve spirit to God. the quote which i juz quoted is sumtink that God spoke to me while i was writing. it's really true. if it's really that tough to hear from God den to prepare a powerful sermon will take months rite? You juz need to tune your spirit with God and things starts to happen.

This year ONE WEEK, ONE TIME, ONE HOUR
i want to pray 1 hour at least once a week to get my sprit sensitized to God and be in tune with God. and to hear from Him to achieve the ONE praise ONE worship and ONE rap. i dun want productions of the flesh but i want it to be birth forth from the spirit.

lastly i juz want to add on. after the vision is given there's one last thing you have to do. yes. you have to do. ha. do it. walk the walk. go 4 it with Christ veroy! haa. that's for me and if you are readin it! YOU GO 4 IT TOO!

" my room is juz filled with the pressence of God now.. "

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2006-02-04T08:02:00.000-08:00

Vision sharing. Prayer Meeting. The Pressence of God. Its simply tremendous and marvelous. the prayer meeting was way too good for words to describe. God showed up in such a powerful way! realli.. the pressence of God just came upon me many many times.. spoke to me and gave me lyrics for my new song.. where to start from.. ha.

I juz simply thank God for the fact that i am saved. ha. can you believe it? being saved just makes my life sooo sooo blessed and purposeful.. thank you God. oh man. veroy. you are lost for words.. Yea aniwae prayer meeting yes. it was made into 3 segments and for the first segment we were all receiving the pressence of God, words that He wanted to speak to us and man we were crying buckets man. The pressence of God was simply phew.. and for me personally God really gave me a personal touch thru this prayer meeting. i juz so excited to know that God was in the prayer meeting with every single one of us. really. he realli tuned into our station that night. thats y every prayer when made he listened and he will make it come to past. amen.

once the vision is spoken it will come to past. God's words will never return to Him void but it will bear forth fruits and fruits that will remain.. amen.

this year pst eileen wants our cch album to be out by augest 2006. and the whole team is full of faith towards this vision. i really believe tat we are goin to make it happen. not by might, not by power but by the spirit of God. this year's vision for CCH is 3 ONE ONE ONE. i will eleborate it again in my next post yea. aniwae i m so wantin to write more but there's service 2moro so i wanna turn in earli. so until next time yea.. nitez..

Startin' Point

2006-02-02T18:38:00.000-08:00

haa.. finally i m writing.. a month after my last entry. thats way long man.. well after my FYP's over i guess its time for me to cum and pop in with an update of my life. my oh my.. where shld i start from.. ok, well lets tok abt this year k. i m juz so excited abt this year the new year. seems to me like everything gonna start with a loud bang and go at full speed for me. whether issit spiritually wise, ministry wise, relationship wise. ha. i am juz so full of confidence and convinction that this year will be the greatest year yet.

i felt that i m in a marathon this year. ad i m at the startin point...

2 days ago when we were at lingual's house having our CCH CM renuion dinner with Pst Eileen. we really ate our hearts out but what i love abt it that it's not juz any other soulish meeting where we gather to eat, talk, laugh and then head home. but after the whole thing we got together to pray and to share our vision for the year 2006. that's when we realised that different visions we may have but everyone share that God is getting us for a really great breakthru that we have never seen in our life. but the difference for people is whether they catch the fire and run with it or they juz missed the kiros timing and gotta wait a long while b4 it comes again. i pray with all of my heart that all my peeps will catch it and run together. and YOU! if God's is telling you to step out a little bit more this year, do a little bit more this year, give a little bit more this year. I say wad are you waiting 4? do it! do it! DO IT! and when you do it you will begin to see God moving in a tremendous way.. realli awesome.. makes me excitied juz writing abt it.

plp ask me why do i write abt God, visions and stuff always in my blog. 1st of all its my blog and my visions so why cant i rite? haa. but above and beyond all that i juz need to tell the world abt what Jesus has done for me. I juz simply have too.. its juz way too good. aniwae this year i want to write songs for CCH man. i already have 2 out there but i need more. have been procrastinating too much.. need to pen down my thoughts and write a song man..

inspirational..

Popeye's Chicken!

2006-01-07T10:03:00.000-08:00

I just got back home.. guess wad! i ate popeye's chicken with june bran and maddie at changi airport. woww.. totally awesome.. simply marvelous! ha! good! you shld try it! i'm sure it's gonna fulfil your hungry desires! ha! anyway my title popeye's chicken only takes up a small part of this entry and its ending here..

2dae we sang a new song for praise it's called Jesus in my life! and boy.. did the children had fun? you shld have seen the way they praise King Jesus! ha! totally blew me away when i saw it! i think City Harvest Children Church is raising up a new generation of CCH Kids that will shine in their school and empowering them to do great things in the future! As for the team i felt that our unity and our bond is getting stronger and stronger. i believe in the power of the unity in Christ. The team is growing stronger but at the same time i really feel with all of my heart they every single one must submit our flesh into God's Hands.. i am full of faith for this year to be a year of even more breakthru to come in my life! in CCH! feelin happy now man.. and need to sleep soon.. 2molo need to wake up earli for service..

CCH Appreciation Dinner!

2006-01-05T06:55:00.000-08:00

CCH Appreciation Dinner!
Originally uploaded by Mr Veroy.

One of the sweetest thing I witnessed..

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propose - vic & ade
Originally uploaded by Mr Veroy.

Appreciation Day.. haa..

2006-01-05T00:36:00.000-08:00

wow wooww wee..!!! it's juz so great! i m totally blown away by yesterday's appreciation dinner held by children's church man. it's a times of fun, joy, laughter and love! fully packed with the pressence of God to the brim man! so powerful..

we started with having dinner. haa. its was good.. everyone was having fun talkin and sharing. what a pity that my bestie (mad) wasn't around to be with us as the next day she had a test and she had to study for the test. aniwae then after that we went into the chinese church room to start our appreciation programme. it was awesome you know, everytime it's people like us ( j7 + june + adrian ) who does the performing. this time we can sit back and enjoy ourselves and i would say that there are really very sporting and creative people in our midst man! i loved the performance by GG zone especially, very creative and very entertaining. :) they did sumtink like a strikeforce and stomp kind of stuff. very nice.

sorry guys. i need to continue later. brb.. my head is spinning after the medicine i took juz now.. yea.. i am sick 2dae.. its a built up and never recover properly.. catcha later..

sorry guys. back from my slp.. feels good.. aniwae if you are reading this, you shld be reading the top first den this is coz this is part 2. aniwae where was i.. hmm.. oh ya!

yeap. we enjoyed the performances and laugh alot alot.. den a few of us won the award of the most original person. " people who wrote songs, scripts and animations which is used " ha. so me, audrey, june, shimin, gabriel and adrian won the award and we got a Hillsong Kids lastest album
" Super Strong God! " wad a cool name. He's a super strong God! ha.

And Guess wad happened next? victor! my bro, my fren proposed to his gerfren! adeline! haa.. so happy for the both of them.. its so romantic and sweet to witness a proposal man. its my first time ever seeing a proposal in front of me happening. and ade.. boy.. you shld see her man.. she was so touched and tears was in her eyes.. hee. love is all around. ha.

lastly the most important time when pastor appreciated her staff with her heartfelt words and sincere gradtitude.. i told pastor, i said " pastor, the team that you have.. Bo Wei Gong.. " which means that they are sooo awesome till i have nothing to say.. yes.. indeed. after that we worshipped God and pray and i tell ya man.. the pressence of God just hit the whole room and people were tearing and singin their heart out expressing the love and the gratitude for our savior who brought us thru this year.. frens i tell you man.. with a life that's with God.. it wil be juz sooo soo meaningful. people can say what the say but i have tasted the goodness of my God and i tell ya i wont turn back to a lower level livin`.

F - Flexible
I - Imaginative
R - Relational
S - Sensitive
T - Teachability

This are the 5 points pastor share with us that in this year all of us gotta be FIRST. Amen! Pastor we will be FIRST!

pastor has many dreams and vision for the Children's Church and she really wants us to guard our hearts because the greater the vision, the greater the attack, the greater the attack the greater the power to defend and attack.

God told me that this year its goin to be a year of consecration and guarding my heart so i tink its not goin to be easy but its gonna be greater than before!

Greater is He, that's livin' in me, than he that is in the world! Amen!

Happy New Year!

2006-01-02T09:52:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year to You! haa. if there is anyone reading this.. i tink all my readers are gone now.. Considering that I haven been blogging for wow, 1 month! Juz nice ah? I was just finishing up my project preparing for the Interim Review which is in 11hrs time. If you are wondering wats an Interim Review. You see for Design Courses there is no term test so an Interim Review is like a term test to assess our project.

In the span of this time I really need strength supernatural from Abba Father. Its indeed tiring to keep on doing project on and on. Of course not to forget my pals who spend time with me making me take my mind of my project stress, J7, June, Adrian, Xiaoxian, yups. well if you did helped me in taking my mind out of stress and i forget to mention you, well you cant do antink about it right. ha.

A quick wink and an old year has gone and a new year has come. so fast.. i told God i really want to start this year proper and right on track. How you start your year will determine how the rest of the year is being laid.. God, unfold your sovereign plan for my plan.. i am so longing for your unveiling of power in this year.. Hasn't been feelin well for this period of time.. especially for my throat. i guess i shld rest my voice and resort to typin and talkin thru my blog rite. ha.

the pressence juz came upon me as i type man..

God is always so real.. The sermon that Pst preached was really awesome man. about how to start your year and how when God forgives He forgets.. You know frens i am really not a perfect person and i have commited sins that i feels that it's terrible but its juz awesome when you know that God forgives and forget because He loves you and covers you with His grace. By His grace is the place where i draw strength to transform and glorify Him.

My grace is sufficient for you..

how i spend my new year? haa. i spend it in the car with mad while driving to meet my "machi"
which means a group of close frens. haa. no. dun get the wrong idea, we juz lost our way and while searching for the place it hit 12am and we saw fireworks. haa. not too bad to be lost yea? at least we get to see fireworks..

alright, i tink i want to go and slp already coz i feel abit giddy.. i promise i will write in soon..
good nites..

"Here I am wholely available, as for me I will serve the Lord.."

......may this be your cry too..

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2005-12-02T06:59:00.000-08:00

IMG_5149
Originally uploaded by Mr Veroy.

BBG Camp @ Batam was awesome. yeap. i know i haven been blogging for ages. it's been about a month. haa. that proves something about me that i am not addicted to my blog. some plp take blogging as their life man but for me blogging is juz a way to record down signicficant stuff that happens in my life. well the BBG Camp @ Batam is definately something important that happened to me in my life. well its really different for me. although i serve in the CCH but spending 4 entire days is soo much more that juz serving. It's about enlarging your capacity of love, strength, faith, determination, anionting. wah.. really not easy.. but my God is an awesome God because He not only brought us thru and He also gave us more than a miracle. These 3 word "More than a Miracle" is stuck with me for the rest of my christian walk man. becoz the more than a miracle happened before my very eyes. if you wan to know what's that den ask me. haa. because it's hard to put it into words, only thru animated voices thru the phone can you see the miracle that God did. After the trip ended GOD spoke to me sayin " Veroy, this is a new begining for you" It's so exciting, He's telling me tat whatever i've done in the past will never be the same again. It's a new chapter. WOah. How cool is that? haa. I feel that God is doing a deeper thing in my life and i am excited about it becoz xmas is coming, with him doin something deep in my life i m sure i can be a good tool for God to use during xmas. Haa. Praise God.

A letter from God to Devil

2005-10-27T14:25:00.000-07:00

Dear Mr S.A Tan. This is God. Just wanted to write you a letter regarding the masterpiece that i have made. Yes, he's the one. Veroy.

Yup. well I see the things that you made in his life and I know you are trying to make his life difficult by discouraging him. I oso know that you have cause his eyes not to see clearly the vision that I have set for him and making him unsure of his calling and the dreams which i have cause him to dream. Wasnt very nice of you but aniwaes I see that you have also been trying to make him feel even more down by making his loved one sicks and getting hospitalised.

well.. he told me that he's tired and discourage and he is really very sad.. well.. I love my son and if he's sad that means I am not happy. but I really wan to thank you for bring this trials into his life.

Let me share with you are story Mr S.A Tan. It's a story of a butterfly. A butterfly struggles to metermophise when it becomes a cacoon then it will have to struggle to burst through the cacoon. A man saw the butterfly struggling to brust thru and cacoon and thought to himself
" hmm. why not i help it? " so he took a pair of sicssors and sniped open the cacoon. Obviously the butterfly came out easily but guess what, it came out with a swollen body and small weak wings and couldn't fly. The man then thought to himself " The butterfly will recover and fly in awhile! " But guess wad? the butterfly never did fly. The body was still swollen, the wings were still weak and the butterfly have to live the rest of it's life walking and not flying. It's only when the butterfly struggles to get out of the cacoon it will need to exert strength, when it exerts the fluid from the body will den flow into the wings of the butterfly and thus strengthening it and causing it to soar like never before.

Morale of the story? I guessed that Mr S.A Tan, you are not smart enuff to understand this logic. Struggles makes Veroy stretched and exert him to be expanded! Thus his wing can be stretched and he will soar like an eagle. So thanks for giving him challenges and struggles. because that will only make him stronger and after that he will be a threat against your kingdom. Yeap, Think that's about all.

From : G-O-D Peace out.

p/s: he's my son so i will fight on his behalf and for his fren too (dudette)! watch out k.

Look around my life..

2005-10-21T15:44:00.000-07:00

Wow.. lookin around my life, all the things that He made! aint they beautiful? We are so special in His eyes. You n Me and and Everybody! God is so creatively amazing. No words can describe His majesty but i guess a song will be able to do it better! Din write 4 some time already.. kinda busy and tired to come and update my blog. haa. later goin to happen overnight prayer meeting. kinda excited but at the same time your flesh keeps on pulling you back. ha. dun tell me you dun have that feelin.. haa

desire - decesion - discipline - delight

prayer must 1st start with a desire to want to know God more and commune with Him
prayer then become a decesion to want to pray everyday
prayer then will need to be a discipline to stick to your decesion

but it's not enuff to stay here.

prayer in the end muz enter into a delight. if you juz stick to e discipline part, you will be juz a disciplined person but your prayer wont be able to connect with God. we must enter into a delight with our communion with God. then you will begin to see things happening. wow.
Delight! Amen.

oh yea, i have posted sum pictures of sum new lovely children. hee. so adorable.. love them to bits!

Me and Enting!!

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Me and Enting!!
Originally uploaded by Mr Veroy.

Jonah! trying to be fierce.. haa..

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Jonah! trying to be fierce.. haa..
Originally uploaded by Mr Veroy.

Here you go joyce! haa

Karuna!

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Karuna!
Originally uploaded by Mr Veroy.

Candy!

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Candy!
Originally uploaded by Mr Veroy.

Yinghui!

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Yinghui!
Originally uploaded by Mr Veroy.

adorable! so kutee..

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adorable! so kutee..
Originally uploaded by Mr Veroy.

French Delicacy

2005-10-13T22:51:00.000-07:00

french delicacy
Originally uploaded by Mr Veroy.

haa, we got so full dat we started making our "delicacy"

Adrian with his Masterpiece

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hao chi!!
Originally uploaded by Mr Veroy.

Shelia & And Da Masterpiece!

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Shelia & And Da Masterpiece!
Originally uploaded by Mr Veroy.

This photo is so white. haa.

Veroy & The Chocolate Cup

2005-10-13T22:49:00.000-07:00

Veroy & The Chocolate Cup
Originally uploaded by Mr Veroy.

Haha, dunno why this photo is kinda yellowish, aniwaes i am too lazy to edit the color. its looks not bad too rite.

Oysters!

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oysters!
Originally uploaded by Mr Veroy.

Sushi Masterpiece

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sushi masterpiece
Originally uploaded by Mr Veroy.

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2005-10-12T19:19:00.000-07:00

hey hey hey! how hab i been? ha. i have been great! ha, i know! i haven been writing for awhile already. yep. let me see children's day over.. whats next? xmas! but i dunno my schedule for xmas yet! actually i was juz tinkin, if i dun have God what will my life be like? BORING, DRY, DULL.. wah.. praise God that i've found Jesus! He's the one who makes my life a better one! if not for Him my life will be wasted. soo wasted man.. I pray that everyone will keep the fire of God burning strongly in his/her life! God is a good God, Devil is a bad devil so i cant imagine why you wont choose to burn on for Him! YEAH!

2daes ago i went to eat Gengkis Khan Buffet with adrian and shelia. the last time we went there was also with the 3 of us! haa. we are the Gengkis Trio man! cool! haa. will post sum pictures later on! dun worri. i tink we made a big mess there man. haa.. there was this chocolate fountain which we could have chocolate Von Doo. or issit spelt like tat? aniwaes yeah.. its sumtimk like that. we dipped grapes and baby tomatoes into the chocolate and *hmm* *yummy* i am drolling already man! haa. throughly enjoyed myself! haa. but by the time i am goin home i really so bloated until i cant walk properly man. haa.. oh well.. i love food.

Blessed!

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Blessed are those who dwell in Your house.

Am I dwelling in God's house? Yes! Therefore I am Blessed!!

They are ever praising You.

So that means people who dwell in God's house must praise Him!
Which means no matter what I am feelin I must praise the Lord!

Blessed are those who's strength is in You.
Whose heart's are set on our God
And we will go from strength to strength
Until we see You face to face

so that means when we put our strength and our trust and our problems
in God we will be blessed and for us to meet Him we must not stop but
we must continue to set our hearts on Him then we will go from strength
to strength, glory to glory! AMEN! Love you lord! Amazing! Never fails!

My thoughts

2005-10-05T01:00:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps! was juz playin around with my new online photo album and discovered a new way of blogging directly from my photo album so for those of you who checks into my blog will have more things to look at rather than words. ha, like the sayin goes, " a picture paints a thousand words. wow i have posted abt 6 picture, does that mean i have written 6000 words? haa.. ok, not really funnie. haa.

CCH Circus Magic was a tremendous resounding victory! indeed when your frontier is Christ you will never have to suffer a defeat! Well of course if you don labour you are foolish! becoz every single one involed in this victory came a long long way to make this victory happen! Hours after hour of visitation and saturation, days and days of rehearsals, ton of moulding and sleepless nite. *sings*

" hungry boys and hungry girl will be, we are the hungry boys and girls! "

well, its alot! alot of hard work! thank God for building a house if not we will labour in vain man! God is always faithful! awesome! that's why i am willing to go all out for Him! He is so real! Some thoughts that went thru my mind after the Big Day is our capacity. I really feel a growth in our capacity tremendously, plp may say "of course your capacity will increase after a big day" but to me it's sumtink different this time, i remember that after big day we will be super tired and worned out and wil need to take a break but this time after a big day we still have to capacity to keep goin on and burning on! after sat, the peeps still went for bv practice, lead mini services and more things to go.

i was juz tinkin to myself, yes! thats the way christians shld be! with the fire of God and the joy of the Lord we will keep on burning on strongly! and not Burn out! we will burn out! becoz our source is from the creator! we shld run and never! never be weary! amen!

I was very blessed with last week's sermon that Pst Tan preached! it was really really an awesome message to spoke to me!

6 things when a breakthru is coming!

1) Past Bondages will come back
2) Hesitation
3) Fear
4) Temptation
5) Resources
6) Strain on relationships

as i sat thru the message i was so impacted and thoughts began running thru and fro my mind abt the past big day we had! i am sure some of us will go thru some of the 6 things stated! and at that point of time i felt it too and i wondered why? after the msg i understand why! becoz if the devil can pull you down with this 6 things he can stop the breakthru from coming but how great is our God! He's a overcomer and so am I, we overcomed! and praise God! we brokethru!!!!!!

Attendance : 7321
Salavation: 3827

if He's not real? nothing is real my frens.

thank You Lord.. so in love..

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Daniel Boy! so adorable!
Originally uploaded by Mr Veroy.

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praying child
Originally uploaded by Mr Veroy.

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well. i cant differentiate them..
Originally uploaded by Mr Veroy.

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my bro!! hee..
Originally uploaded by Mr Veroy.

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cute rite!!
Originally uploaded by Mr Veroy.

Didi and Jerri! Looks exactly like their parents!

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Didi and Jerri! Looks exactly like their parents!
Originally uploaded by Mr Veroy.

J7

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J7
Originally uploaded by Mr Veroy.

My peeps! I simply adore all of them! Spiritual, Fun to be with, encouraging, a capacity to love.
From the left
" Albert, Audrey, James, Lingual, Madeline, Regina, And Myself (Veroy)
You guys are the dream team! lets impact these children of our generation together!

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2005-09-28T23:35:00.000-07:00

i love the pressence. its so tangible, so real, so ministering. i juz finish my quiet time. wow.. so quickly a hour plus juz pass by like dat. i really love it.. God is really so real. wanted to tell God so many things actually abt how i feel 2dae and what i need Him to do for me. But in the end I juz end up worshipping God to whole time and I din tell Him what i wanted to say, He showed me what He wanted to show me. Beautiful ain't it? And that completely lifted up all that i wanted or needed to say.. In His pressence there's liberty(freedom) Jesus is awesome! Holy Spirit i love Him!

Was reading the last book of the bible, Revelation of Jesus Christ, wow, remember when i last read it when i was a younger Christian i juz read thru it but now when i read it i find so much meaning behind it. Even sumtimes i cant understand it but doesnt matter. I dun have to understand everything to love Him. I just understand that He died for me and forgave me and made my life and better one. That's enuff for me to love my Lord.

Moody - Ministered.. In love..
Song playing - Hillsong - To You

ACS Children Church Service

2005-09-28T07:02:00.000-07:00

wow. soo fast.. we finish one of our major events! ha, 3 more services to go. i learnt that it will really pass very quickly. All the rehearsals may seem very long but really.. when the time comes it will really pass very quickly. trust me, better do it well now rather then regret dat you din give it all. learn to appreciate the times of rehearsal and preparation. the process. i duno bout you guys but i really grew in capacity, grew spiritually and gained more backbone thru all the rehearsals and stuff man. awesome.

well i tink the devil is so stupid and irritatin. ha, sorry, i am a anti-satan ha! yes! i am a anti-satan! you noe what, i really believe that this BIG day is really goin to be great and many children will be brought into the Kingdom of God! that's perfectlly awesome! but the stupid devil thinks that by making me have sore eye, throat pain will make me have bad mood? no way. he has been trying to attack me by affecting my mood, i can really feel it but i told myself NO! i won't let him affect me because my God reigns! and He's in charge of me so if the devil try to come and be funny My God will take him on for me! Because He loves me and that is such an awesome thing to know! haa! love you Jesus!

Juz now i drank the Zhu Mi Feng, Bamboo Bee. !!!! sure anot? yes! i drank it. surprisingly its nice! nicer than it smells, it's has this sour taste. haa. aniwae it's supposed to heal my raspy and deep voice. haa. well.. i have to admit that my voice that's sore makes me sound very manly BUT! cannot! i need to sing. i need to lead, i want to bring down the pressence of God to the children. I love God! and whatever He loves i will love too.

" Jesus loves the little children, all the children of the world "

my eye hurts. i wan to close my eyes now..

Now playing.. Hillsong - Highest
mood : i really feel that God is great.. He's awesome..

Our BIGGEST Day ever ::::::: Circus Magic ::::::::

2005-09-26T11:30:00.000-07:00

Children's Church Big Day in coming in like 3 days time! gearing up to intensive mode man! everyone in the team are moving up another level in their strength, their capacity and their attitude. Juz wanna share abit abt the Big Day. Kids are really coming all over from Singapore. Indeed when you lift up the name of Jesus in what you He will draw all men unto Him! God has been really bringing in the harvest for us. Our labour for Christ will never be in vain. These period will be really intensive, all of us need to guard our life like never before. When a attack comes we muz fight it! When the devil start to bring in negative thoughts into you life saying you are not good enuff, that you are lousy, you tell the devil to SHUT UP! haa. Yup, when it comes to fighting that "thing" i am not Mr Nice Guy at all! haa, i will go all out! I like James nickname for this, "Com'on people we are fighters!" AMEN TO THAT MAN!

Indeed in a Big Day that's so intensive like this, we need to really guard our hearts, especially the stage people. All of us are holding important roles so always we muz chk ourseleves that we dun 4get that we are serving God den let pride arise and stuff like dat. Don't EVER think that you are indispensible in the Kingdom of God, He doesn't need us if you think that you are sooooo important, We need Him! Gotta make sumtink clear here, this is not aiming at ANYONE. haa, juz tot of writing this down as this is wad Pst Eileen share with us and i feel it's important. :)

It was a good rehearsal yesterdae, but i tink i over-strain my voice, i tink i muz change the way i sing liao. Sidney Mohede is my role model when i lead p & w but now i tink i am re-considering it. becoz when he sings and screams he doesnt strain his voice but dunno why when i sing and scream the same effect is there but i strain.. haa... never mind for now.. Better pray! and believe for Jehovah Raphha to heal me!

mood: feelin the urgency.. but juz woke up soo abit blur..

thoughts: i think i better ask adrian for the bees concoction. haa..

i love my brother..

2005-09-24T23:26:00.000-07:00

my brother angzhen.. he is quite a naughty boy at times but i really adore him. recently i juz realised how important he is to me. he recently juz got admitted in the hospital. made the whole family really worried abt him. now he's back with us i told myself that i will give more time to him and make him feel so loved. juz now i spent awhile juz sitting with him in the living room, lookin at him and letting him know that i am always by his side and there for him. :)

juz now i went to have dinner with eunice, june and her boo. haa. yups brandon. such a loving pair. ha, we chatted and fellowship. it was good. really enjoyed myself.

all i need is you.. all i need is you lord.. is you lord..

goin thru a transformation inside me rite now.

mood : a desire of expectancy

happy day..

2005-09-20T00:37:00.000-07:00

i feel awesome 2dae. i felt so lifted and energised! God enriched my day greatly! i went to the gym with mad and work that body man! haa.. went to jog and lift weights. i gotta train up that stamina of mine man. children's day will require lots of capacity and lots of stamina. gotta dance, gotta sing, gotta lead praise den gotta sing for worship. wow man. i must go up another level in this man!

today went for a prayer meeting with pastor eileen. it was awesome? no.. it was tremendous! superb! bravo! haa. God came in a awesome way! Pastor's zone was there, musicians was there, j7 was there. its was great man! all of us got so ministered. we wept in the pressence of God. and what we had there was juz a guitar and many hearts dat were yearning for God's pressence. and God jus came in His glory man. I was having a very heavy burden last nite and i realli din noe what's wrong, so i tried praying for j7, it din help, i pray for cch, it din help. but 2dae during prayer meeting God spoke to me that it's abt the nation. God told me that you must have this burden for the nation. that our church is not big enuff until everyone is saved. cch is not big enough until all the children is saved! amen!

I am so touched by the unity that j7 has right now. Our group is only one year old now but our relationship is so much more than 1 year old man.. like wad pastor say, our unity grew when we ministered and serve and stretch our capcity together. indeed we are different from the world. God is good.. i love all of them. hee. so heartwarming..

mood : loved and loving.. :)

a long time..

2005-09-19T01:56:00.000-07:00

it's been a long time.. long time long long time.. haa.. i haven been writing man. yes i know. like for abt 1 month? really long man.. i tink i want to share abit abt my life recently. i tink my life have been awesome recently. really good.. God has been soooo good to me! really good. haa.. i dunno why i keep on saying the same things over and over again. but the truth is that He has been really good to me. I love Jesus. God has been doing tremendous things in my life, His ministry and everything.

J7 - 7 that were chosen to serve, to impact to inspire to influence. you guys are so dear to me.. i realli love all of you.. thank God for bringing us together into a team. you guys are awesome team to work with, even though we sumtimes go thru rough patches and stuff. but its all this things that bring us so much closer together.

June - A woman of God who always can flow with me and me with her. haa. i can juz give her a look and she knows what i am toking abt. in her blog she says its the snergy we have with each other. its true man. i love her so much.

Adrian - My brother! haa. my witty and funny brother. The Mo Qi i have with him is amazing. i tink that is what happens when you serve and minister 2gether. we can flow very well also. My buddy, my pal, my kaki. you are awesome!

Children's Day is coming and i am so excited. this period has been really tiring but enriching for my spirit soul body. haa.. we pray like never before, dance like never dance, serve like never before, envangelise like never before! i am so excited. and i am so beliving in God dat He will make things happen for CCH. last nite we had a very tiring rehearsal and got me really soo tired.. i lost my voice now and slept till 2pm 2dae.. which gave me like a headache man.. 2dae had a rehearsal too with anson and the rest.. so fun and enjoyable. oh yes! i forgot to update you all abt the performance which we had recently at MSCC.

We danced to the song Reach For The Skies which adrian and june sang den after we sang happy boys and girl and Reach by S Club 7. it was an awesome performance and the Ministers who were there loved our performance and they want more of it. haa. den the people from the MSCC said that they want more of us in the future. All glory be to God man! that's how we can impact the marketplace and win the world for Christ! all the way man!

aniwae. i wan to go and pray. hope to write more often. :)

3 day fast!

2005-08-17T23:12:00.000-07:00

3 day fast is not easy i can assure you! haa. i am halfway thru it! juz 1 more day to go and i'll be breakin fast! wow! haa. so fast.. yet so slow.. why fast?

" fasting is to go beyond the natural and go into the spiritual. Fasting for 3 days in the natural is impossible but when you step into the realm of the spirit 3 days is possible! when you look at what you have right now in the natural you may find its not possible to fulfil the call and dream that God has given to you but when you step into the spiritual! all things are possible!"

this time round as i realli fast i realli do believe 4 a breakthru in my cg, in my service, my ministry, our church, children's church and j7! i believe that breakthru will come! i call it forth into existence right now! fasting realli makes me sleepy.. zzz... nitez.. more 2molo..

it's been a long time..

2005-08-15T21:00:00.000-07:00

i think i have not been blogging for sooooo long.. i m blogging lesser and lesser man.. so lazy to blog and so busy to blog.

This week was an awesome week 4 me. I enlarged my capacity by really pushing myself to the limit. Tuesday I went down to church office to meet pastor zhuang because I was asked to go down for a meeting representing CHCSA. Thank God for such an opportunity. The meeting was for MCYS as they wanted to build a new building for youths and they wanted suggestion for the new building and we went for it lo.

It was a fruitful meeting with the MCYS and they were very impressed with our ideas and they may one to further work with us and bro Kenny say that it will be a very good opening for CHCSA to penetrate into the marketplace. I don't see it as an opportunity to glorify myself or anything like that. you noe what i mean rite? haa. but i believe that we can penetrate th
I believe that we can make a difference there.

And also these few days was in and out of church office as I am doing designing for children’s Church new programme called the Kid.z Academy and I realized that working is church is super duper tough and my vision in the future is to work in church and wah man I got a taste of what working in church is like. Not easy but I see now as a preparation for myself to go into full-time ministry. Keep on prayin for God to continue leading me..

Lessons learnt this period of time
- being a leader is realli not easy. it's not just having an ability to lead but it's important that as you lead you lead with wisdom and sensitivity.

- when you get criticised don't get upset because criticism is only for people who has the capacity to contain it. criticism is to make you a better tool to be used.

- a true worshipper's most glorious moment is always off the stage.

- being servant-hearted is to push yourself to do a work for God even when you are sooo tired.

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Yesterdae was a very very tiring day.. but although tired but i am happy la.
INTINARY FOR THE DAY
1. 9AM - CCH Service Reach church at 745am
2. Main Service starts - 11.30am
3. 2pm CCH Service - Lead Praise
4. Lunch
5. 4.30 CCH Service - Lead Praise
6. Drive Pst back to Hougang
7. Rest..

Actually lookin at it like that i don't think its very tiring but i think its a build up tat made me very letargic la. Before my this entree i was actually slping. from 4pm till abt 8pm. haa. so refreshed now.. wah. 2moro gotta embark on our 3 day full fast 24hr. xiong man.. alrite man. until then.. so long!

A fruitful day!

2005-07-31T12:15:00.000-07:00

today was a awesome day of serving the Lord for me, as tired as it will be but i am as happy as can be man! ahahaha.. what happened today.. hmm. ok first in the morning i reached church at 745 for the 9am children's church service. man, it was good. i told God saying that i really depend on you liao becoz the children in my service are pretty lazy and whenever it comes to worship they will juz sing the song but not worship God and lift up their hands. So prayed and ask God for a fresh touch to come upon the children and man, the pressence of God juz came so strongly man! praise God!

The main service was simply marvelous! i was so greatly ministered! haa. throughout the whole service you will hear things like, "no, he's not talking about you" "you are ok actually" "you are already doin so much things for God if you go down for altarcall you will lose face" wah.. what are all this thoughts? PRIDE! bible says that Pride comes before a fall! So i told all the thoughts to shut up and i went down! man, indeed the blood of Jesus can pull down every stronghold! and set you free to breakthru to the next level! hallelujah! i sat way way back in the audi but i managed to squeeze thru all the multitude. Like the woman with the issue of blood.. keep on pressing in thru the crowd. finally i managed to be prayed for. I know a few people laid hands on me, i think Mingyao was one of them, Pst Zhuang, Paul oso. yea.. feel so goood! after i dat i went to lead praise for 4.30 cch service and boy oh boy! it was a fun and exciting time leading the children into praising a worshipping God! breakthru!! yep, then we went to 4 drama minstry! had lots of fun!

after the whole day ended, i went down the b4 to look for pst eileen and the rest to look the the children dance! boy! were they adorable or wat! haa. they shouted to me , " TEACHER VEROY!" haa. so sweet man haa.. aniwae after that i drove pst and some kids home. ha. den went supper with pastor eileen den i went home. haa. when i reach home i was so zzz... den i juz bath and i knockout liao man. haa. yupp.. it was a happi and fruitful day!

I love Jesus yes I do, I love Jesus how about Yo!

IAD Project 3 is making me sick..

2005-07-27T05:25:00.000-07:00

haa. it really made me sick la.. sick as in physically.. i am not sick of doin it but i fell sick after many sleepless nitezz. ha.. i haven been consistent in my blogging man.. hai. almost forgotten about my poor blog here.. neglected. haa.

aniwae now i have finish everything except the level 3 of my model. i hope i can fast finish and have a good rest.. countless of sleepless nitez has given me breakouts man.. i need to protect my complextion before i become Mo-Peng.. haa.. so i will post my project 3 on my portfolio blog. if you are interested you can go and have a look k. finally p3 submitted can relac abit more liao. thank God man. spent alot of $$ today. printing 2 boards cost me 40 bucks, autocad drawing cause me $8 den cab fare cost me 10 bucks. haiyo. i noe it B.F but i bo pian coz submission realli is like dat wan lo. haa. okok.. i go and do model liao.. if not i gotta slp late again 2nite..

I AM BLESSED!

2005-07-23T02:32:00.000-07:00

And i'm really happy cause you're in my heart
And i'm really happy cause you're in my life
And i'm really happy cause Jesus you're all I need!

And i got a few words to say
and few things to do
and a little jumpin around
cause i'm living for YOU!

ha, a new song we sang for children church. so nice! a super nice and sweet song that we used to praise and lead children to praise Jesus man! :) 2dae is Arise and building weekend for children's church and i almost couldn't make it man! i was sick and i already told pastor eileen saying i cannot be there liao but at the end i took a step of faith! and went and man was it fruitful or what! haa. i was so ministered and indeed like what melly say when you go in faith God will strengthen you! :) haa. i witnessed all the children giving their pledges and there piggy banks. oh man. it was so so so touching. i am sure God is very touched by their giving as well..

well after service ended i went home and started to do my project again! well God has blessed me with a good fren who helped me tremendously for my project! haa. becoz what you sow you will reap. i oso help her with her project b4! haa. yea. i finish quite abit liao! i am sure i will meet the deadline! praise God. 2molo is 9am 4.30pm service. gotta get ready for a great time oso man! they are goin to give to God too. hehe. praise God. juz feel to happy now.. dunno y.. muz be becoz of the prayer i had juz now.. ha. ;) alrighty...
bye..

Guitarist..

2005-07-12T12:30:00.000-07:00

Once again i have picked up my guitar to play once again and this time i am so determined to use the talent that God has placed inside of me. I am not a super guitarist but one thing i know is that when God placed a gift inside of you and you don't use it God will take it away. It's like the parables of the talents. If you are not using your 1 talent God will take it away and give it to the one who is the most fruitful with all the talents. I am goin to take lesson for guitar man. Training myself so that one day i will be able to lead and play the guitar. haha. at least that's my vision for now la. without a vision i cant move on man.. fasting 24hrs 2dae. the last one already. the last lap is so tough. got the idea of giving up man. haa. but God encouraged me with this verse,

James 1:12 " Blessed is the man who endures temptation for when he has been approved he will receive the crown of life which the Lord has promised"

yeah man! i will receive this crown and wear it man! :)

Sammi Cheng??

2005-07-12T00:08:00.000-07:00

i made a new fren! haa. from TRP one! her name is ZHENG XIU WEN! aka melissa!!! haa. every year i will make a good fren after POS. Last year is benny and this year is melissa! haa. Nice fren! I realised its really really important to mix around with the right people. becoz your fren will make either draw you to your destiny or it will draw you away from your destiny! yea. so be wise man! oh! 2dae went dinner with mad and adrian at Carl's Junior at Marina Square! it's the burger that Paris Hilton was in for the commercial. abit irrelevant rite? Paris Hilton and burgers?? haa. but any the burgers there are awesome! super! i know abt it becoz that time we went with Pastor Eileen after we went to SKIN to shop! Sun's new shop. Cool place man! anyway we have a great time fellowshippin! awesome man! nowadaes i very lazi to slack.. should blog more.. i will i will.. oh yea.. by the way whoever that i named in my blog is not suggesting that i am very close with that particular person juz in case plp are wondering. oh yea. and also i am declaring this.

i am not getting attached until i go into N.S or sumtink like tat. one thing i learnt that you gotta be responsible for yourself first before you can be responsible for someone else and for now i am still learning how to be responsible for myself. so meanwhile don't think too much.. haa. alritey. juz needed to clear up some stuff. don't wan people to think otherwise.

Happy Birthday Pastor Eileen and Happy early Birthday Albert!

2005-07-07T00:51:00.000-07:00

Today is Pastor Eileen's b'dae! Thank God for making her on this special. She's a special person whu impacted me greatly man! Thanks Pastor for coming into my life discipling me and to guard me and to guide me! :)

Today we celebrated Albert's bdae! haa. i tink me and mad can be good bdae coordinators! we made albert feel very loved and very happy! he loved the presents we bought for him man! i suggested a cap and mad suggested and jacket and albert told us when he received the present, he say he was lookin 4 this 2 stuff! while we were shopping for the jacket, we saw this super nice jacket den me and mad oso like. but we decided to buy it for albert.

a picture of the jacket that we liked.. hee.. we were suggesting that the J7 all buy 1 den we make it our J7 jacket.. haa!!

we went to seoul garden for dinner.. haa.. eat until i need to go to the toilet to.. erm... yea..

me and albert with the cap i chose! yo man! haa. he my bro! and my co-worker in Christ!

the whole gang! without me la.. haa. coz i was takin the pictures!

Albert Reggie and Rock-chic lynette! haa. enjoying man!

presenting S . H . Eeeeeeee... haaa.. all in pink? hmm..

although not the whole gang was there but we really enjoyed ourseleves throughly and i am sure albert appreciates every single one of us juz as much! in case you are reading this! i pray that your fire for God will grow stronger each day and may God open more doors for you to serve Him! Amen!

-enjoyed myself throughly-

Meeting For Pastor Eileen's Ministry with Pastor Tan

2005-07-05T02:24:00.000-07:00

We had a awesome meeting today. All the 3 ministries under pastor eileen came 2gether for a service with pastor tan. JAMS church, Children's Church, and Dialect Church! wow wow wow! simply awesome! first we started off we very little time to practice our songs because we took quite awhile to settle the sound. and changed the worship songs. but we the service started it was juz God that carried it thru all the way until the end of the service! we start with praise, adrian and myself lead praise. praise was fun and exiciting and june's worship brought down the pressence of God man! we built a platform for Pastor Tan.

Here comes the important part, Pst Tan preached about alot of things which tied 2gether to form 1 main topic. its beyond words to describe. but sum sub-points are

" what is evil? evil is to declare yourself independent from God and He's anointing. "
" when you seek after yourself that's evil"
"Body of Christ is a young baby in the beginning so we are responsible to grow the baby into a mature strong man"
" when you live in Christ and the Body of Christ God will empower you to give you maximum sucess! "
" when you give to the poor God is happy"
" poor meaning people whu cannot fend for themselves "

its juz endless man! haa. so much more powerful stuff! wan to noe more den come for the next meeting in the future! Pastor Eileen say there will be more to come! haa!
Praise the Lord. Everyone was so ministered and encouraged by the word of God! truely the word of God has power to transform lives! ahaahaa.

After that me lingual and maddie went home but train and we shared alot of things. it was good. then me and maddie went to eat supper! haa. the uncle want me to pay him 2 times because he forgot that i paid already. aniwae Pastor Eileen den join us for supper den i drove everyone back! wow! wat an awesome and fruitful day! praise you Jesus! Gtg and read the word and pray liaoz! tata!

a picture taken by the talented Desmond
-in the pressence of God

Never give up coz He's always there

2005-07-02T22:21:00.000-07:00

amen! hallelujah! love Jesus man! haa. God is awesome la. without Him i dunno what to do. btw if you notice i have been spelling my Jesus with a capital J and God without a capital God. It's not becoz i am irreverant ah! coz i tot juz plain writing so its ok la. but my leader ask me not to do so la so from now i am goin to spell God as God! haa. hmm.

aniwae in the end i went for prayer meetin and boy oh boy! was it great or was it awesome! haa. i got so refreshed in the spirit! praying together as a church will really move in great power and anionting man! haa. actually i was quite hesitant abt goin for the P.M coz i scared that my voice cannot take it the next day but even though i prayed until 5am my voice is still goin strong and 2dae's praise for children's church is awesome! hee.. God is good. man.. i am really falling in love with God all over again after the overnite prayer meeting. you guys shld go also. i am sure it will take u all to another level! amen!

god is good!

2005-07-01T18:14:00.000-07:00

haa. remember i said i failed my project review? i oso 4got if i did. aniwae i failed becoz my lecturer say my concept wasnt strong enuff so flunked. but he gave me another to do it again and show them in 2 days time. 2 days is very very short becoz i gotta come out with sumtink new in like 2 day which i initially took 4 weeks! anyway i finish alot of stuff on wed den i show my lecturer and he said i was wrong again! wah. now more powerful. need to redo everythin in 6hrs to show them the next day which is the actual day. wah. i tell you if its not god i dunno who's helpin me man. not only i did everything he asked i still did research and stuff.. above and beyond what he required me to do. and guess what? when i saw he and he saw my work, he pat me on my back and said good job! wow.. god can work with less man! haa. recently haven been posting much leh.. hope to have more time to post. later got overnight prayer meetin. duno if i shld go. haven been getting enuff rest and feelin abit sick now. but before that i need to go for cg like now! ah!!! okok. talk later.. haa..

Project 3 Review

2005-06-28T00:31:00.000-07:00

2dae had my project 3 review and assesment of 20% i did the best i noe how but i failed it.. :( kinda disheartening la.. but what to do.. lecturer said that my concept is not strong enuff. haa.. actually i tink so too.. but my lecturer giving me a 2nd chance to do with the thursday group. so you can image me now!

have been trying to rush out a concept and design since 4.30pm till now which is 12.25am long long time.. very tiring. except for the time when i sat down for dinner, i din stop at all. this time i am sure to develop a strong concept and i will d my very best man!

building fund is coming i tink this time is really spiritual warfare man. gearing myself up to get ready for this great battle! i am a overcomer! goin to fast for 24hrs later. haa. exciting! i have never fasted 24hrs before i tink it will be very gurelling! but i will crucify my flesh in the name of jesus! ;)

update you guys again after this fast. :)

back to work.

2005-06-25T01:03:00.000-07:00

2dae i went back to my company to do freelance for them. well quite fun. becoz i can gain some extra cash for my building fund. spent abt 7 hrs to do 2 perspectives. hmm i tink its quite fast liao la. but i dun tink its my best standard but acceptable la. ha. could do a better one if they haven convert my file into 3ds and mess up my file. haiz. aniwaes nvm.

later at 7pm went out wite mad to look for a job and after that we hang around and chat. enjoyable. mad is a nice fren to tok to. :) we laughed our heads off.. haa.

anniwae this period is a process of changing myself to become more like a man. it when i really look inside myself deeply i begin to see the things that i need to change and i am dealing with issues within me.

when the potter moulds the clay he will look inside for cracks becoz if there's crack in the clay den when the potter starts to shape it, it will crack and crumble. so if there's crack now they potter will bring the clay back into the furnance and re-mould the clay to make the best pottery he can make.

this desribes wat i am goin thru :) its a good process that i am goin thru becoz i believe after dat i will be in the person god wants me to be. god help me k! :)

A day after my bdae

2005-06-21T22:58:00.000-07:00

happy bdae to me. haa. my bda celebration was great! really thank god for adrian, june, mad, reg, james, ling, albert, jinahe, aud and PASTOR　ＥＩＬＥＥＮ！　ｈａａ．you all really made me very happy! i really enjoyed myself. you guys made my day! thank you so much!

we first had dinner at the super famous XO fishead beehoon at nearby holland village den after dat we hung around at holland v! at this place called Essential Brew. super nice place with good ambience and nice drinks! their drinks are mainly tea stuff.. hee.. nicenice.. yup! celebrated together with mad! haa. last year we oso combined. but diz year's celebration was better! haa. they really made me happi man! haa. they order this dessert which was called "Rainbow of Indulgence" so nice!!!

this is so heavenly! wat can i say man! simply marvelous!

so nice! i was laughing happily when i took the first mouth! haa! can imagine me lo. they said that i and mad was drunk after having the XO fishhead beehoon. haa..

a happy but tired veroy! a happy but sunburnt madeline

haa.. but i am really touched by their effort. to sum plp this is a something very simple but to me this is awesome! pure and sincere. thank god for fren like them! more pictures coming up but this are the ones i captured in my fone. thank you jesus for every single one of them in my life. appreciate every single one of u!

my birthday wish? well..

1) to become a backup vocalist in church and from there slowly progess to my ultimate calling.

2) finish the building fund with glory! ha.. if you noe what i mean.

3) not to get attached so soon

4) be a man tat sticks to my decision.

5) all my frens to be happi - even though it sounds cliche but its my heartfelt wish.

hee.. lastly thanx to everyone whu has wish mi happy bdae and those who made my day! and of course thank god for bringin me into this world on this day 2oth june'86

My first time driving with my family's car

2005-06-17T16:44:00.000-07:00

Haa. yesterdae was thursdae. i managed to borrow my grandpa's car so dat i will be able drive around. quite fun. i was with my good fren faith. haa, had fun driving around. still can remember how excited i was when i went to get the car from my grandpa. well if you are expecting a lao ye che. haa. not really, it's quite a nice car even though i dunno what is it la. i dun go for brands, i go for the look and the feel. haa. so fun! after i got the car i drove home and tried parking around. becoz i dun wan to end up in town but dunno how to park. sian man. well after practicing for awhile we head for dinner den we were supposed to goto orchard but being a new driver i got lost and we ended up in dunno where.. haa. yep. but in the end we managed to at least end up in cityhall la. not bad liao la.. we went to suntec and hang around for awhile. ha..

today i drove to school man! fun fun fun! thank god i din lose my way but instead i was quite zai la, i tink its a matter of getting used to driving in big roads ba. quite fun. manage to park properly and at least ended up in the places dat i shld end up in. haa. god is good to me la! always ensuring my safety and guiding me to the right place.. praise the lord for his guidience. haa. i remember when i lost i said " god you will direct me in my path" haa. praise god i managed to get back to hougang la.

anyway now that the car is returned i have to return to train, buses and taxis. ha. man.. the weight of the schwork is coming on us now. goin to have a project review next tuesdae!! leaning on god's grace liao man..

All for love a savior prayed

2005-06-14T14:17:00.000-07:00

All for love my father gave
For all the love can make a way
All for love the heavens cry
For love was crucified

Oh how many time have I broken your heart
Still you forgive, If only i ask
Oh how many times have you heard me pray
Draw near to me

Everything I need is your my beginning my 4eva
Everything i need is you.
Everything I need is your my beginning my 4eva
Everything i need is you.

Let me sing all for love
I will join the angel's song
Ever holy is the Lord
King of Glory King of All

Oh how many time have I broken your heart
Still you forgive, If only i ask
Oh how many times have you heard me pray
Draw near to me

Everything I need is your my beginning my 4eva
Everything i need is you.
Everything I need is your my beginning my 4eva
Everything i need is you.

All for love a savior prayed.
Abba father have your way
Though they know not what they do
Let the cross draw man to you.

i am so touched by this song. it's really my heartfelt cry towards god. without you what will i be. you started the good work in my life and i can only cling on to my god, my beginning my forever. without you what will my life be? it will be nothing.

isn't it so true? how many times we broke his heart but yet when we ask he will still forgive us but not only tat, he wont condemm you for what you have done. wow.. even as i am writing this i can feel the pressence of God all over me..

I may not be the best person to do God's will but God, i am willing.

Extraordinary E.M.E.R.G.E

2005-06-07T10:45:00.000-07:00

WOW WOW WOW! Emerge is powerful man. the first nite of the conference left me in buckets of tears. was so touched by the power and the pressence of God. It was a atmosphere where you can feel God so tangibly. I think the pressence of God was so thick becoz every single young person in the church was having a great desire to be more spiritually hungry. Indeed when you have a strong desire God will surely give it to you. When you desire after His pressence and love His pressence, He will not withold anything that's good for you.

We sang this song wrote by Pastor Kong, it was so nice and Pastor Kong said he wrote this song when many of his frens forsake God and left God. After hearing him say all that i was also reminded of the fren who started out with me and was on-fire serving God but after awhile the fire died. their heart no longer desires after the things of the kingdom and got distracted which ultimately led them out of church. i was really tearing and tearing for them. becoz there was soo soo much potential in them.

"draw me, o draw me away messiah today in your pressence to stay
oh Jesus now change me and mould me that i can be
evermore true to thee."

that's the song. i always think that we must run to God if we do sumtink wrong of we feel that we have failed him becoz that's what i always do too. i am not perfect, i do make mistakes and it's BIG time. but Jesus says that His grace is sufficient for me. If God can forgive King David, sumone whu commited adultery and murdered and still calls him a man after God's own heart. No sin is too great for God to forgive. Confess and repent and He is faithful and just to forgive you..

i drove today

2005-06-05T10:43:00.000-07:00

2dae was tiring. haa.. it seems like sunday " the lord's day" is always very tiring. muz be due to the serving and stuff like dat la.. havin a neckache now.. struggling to type man.. POS practice was good today. pastor sun came to view the POS rehearsal. she say its quite good, but what she duno is that we really did quite a considerable amount of mistakes. haa. aniwaes i drove the first time today, not my parents car but henry's car. he passed his driving 1 day before me. haa.. the both of us are happy people now man! hee..

driving on the real roads are different man.. way way different. people are not so courteuos and not very friendly. and you gotta drive at least twice the speed you normally drive. i drove at 120kph 2dae! wah. scary but so fun! but of course gotta be careful la.. i told myself not to drive so fast in the future. today is only trying out. if i am driving pastor i will keep it at 100 the most.. must learn how to be a steady, responsible driver that will know the roads well. ha. almost got lost on the roads man.. next time better prepare a road map in my car.. haa.

Praise the Lord! I am a driver!!

2005-06-03T03:18:00.000-07:00

I got my license!! god is good! he pulled thru and not only that he did above and beyond what i can ask and imagine! hallejah! 12 demerit points! haa. PASSED! My Class 3 License! My Road! My friend to drive them homE!! i can do it now! but not by my strength but by god strength! god spoke to me Psa 37:3

" Trust in the Lord and do good, Dwell in the land and feed on His faithfulness. Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart. Commit your ways to the Lord, Trust also in Him and He shall bring it to pass "

Wow. God assured me to have to no fear and trust in Him that He's in control of everything! haa. Well indeed He is in control! praise the lord! God spoke to be this verse in Pastor Eileen's cellgroup meeting! den i share with the cg about the verse and another member confirmed it, she said when she took her driving for the 4th time God spoke the same verse to her and she passed! and i passed!! hallelujah! thank you for all those people who prayed for me! i look forward to sending my friends home at nite!!!!!!!

haaa... praise the lord!!

POS, Driving Test, IAD Project 3

2005-05-29T23:19:00.000-07:00

wah.. so tired and busy.. emerge is coming! which means more buziness man! was packed for the whole of yesterday! really really tired.. had cch in the morning den service den j7 dance prac den cch service den pos practice.. man.. god is enlarging my capacity man! seriously man. relyin on god's strength if not i think i will crumble.. was so nervous during the POS rehearsal yesterday becoz it was only my 2nd practice.. haa. 2dae there's another prac, i hope it will be better man!

Change ME!

2005-05-28T21:11:00.000-07:00

hallelujah.. thank you jesus. i m so touched by God's pressence now. a feeling that you know is different. a feelin that soothes every hurt, nurse every wound. wow.. listening to I Give by City Harvest Church. It's really anionted man.. God is so real..

"Lord i give my life a living sacrifice i place at your feet."

i had cch church 2dae and we sang change me! indeed the children of this generation will be different! they will be sumone with a different spirit! childlike but into God and His Word! The children really enjoyed singin the song and clapping hands! haa, even though there were sum hiccups in the musics and my signals i am glad to say that the children still gave their 100% in praising King Jesus! God is a good God and the devil is a bad devil!

during cch prayer meeting god began to remind me of the past failures that i went thru and why i failed in the past. serving must always be a privilledge and not a right! when you start to take it as a right, you will start to allow pride to come in, and when pride comes in you will FALL! its no joke man! i remember when i fell it was really really painful but i learnt from it and when you pick urself up from the attack of pride. you start to become the least of all, god will make you the greatest of all! and god told me that you are serving by the privilledge i give you, dun ever take it for a right! that was excatly what He said to me. wow. i won't and i wouldn't dare! =p

reached home early today, had a good bath but guess what, the shower drop and hit my feet! wow. big time man! painful.. :( feelin tired.. just now i literally blacked out. almost goin to faint kind of feelin. i think i catch more sleep man! ha. driving test is next fridae! pray 4 me k! in the name of Jesus i claim the Class 3 License.

in the cad lab..

2005-05-26T15:43:00.000-07:00

ha.. again.. still in skool hanging around for POS practice.. it will start at 5 but now its onli 3.30 lo.. aiyoh.. -_-" 2dae received my major project brief.. again.. work stress here i come.. here we go again..

actually i hope to do my utmost best in my projects so that i'll be the head and not the tail. above n not beneath man! ha, too lazy to type much 2dae too. i want to be early next time so that i dun have to take cab animore. waste of money man.. i need to be more discipline in the future. i am alone in the CAD lab now. ha. nothing much i can do now. juz wait lo.

-tarryin

boring..

2005-05-25T02:27:00.000-07:00

ha, hangin in the school's CAD lab now.. so bored.. actually got driving lesson later on but i am trying to sell it coz i dun feel like goin.. because anyway i have a lesson on fridae morning which i think will be more benificial for me la.. well.. right now i am juz hanging around in school to surf the net.. hope tat someone will buy my slot and i can go home.. i tink i will wait until 6+ or 7 den if nobody buys my lesson den i will have to go for it liao lo. hm.. meanwhile i think i'll juz blog n blog lo....... 2daes lesson was quite fun la, we had material studies and it great man, i hope my taking this module i will be able to apply materials in a better way than before..

actually was given a small small assignment on designing furniture la.. haa. first lesson oso got assignment. sumore need to have conceptual sketches and stuff like tat wan. sian man.. haa. actually rite now i am like talkin for the sake of talkin becoz i am too free.. i guess that how people is like, whenever you get too free you start talkin nonsense or whenever you get too free you start doin funny things.. so what the solution? keep yourself busy becoz when you are doin sumtink you wont have time to entertain negative thoughts, you wun have time to entertain thoughts of despair. so my answer for you is to keep urself planted in the house of god, spent time in god's house. make time to offer your service up to god man! haa. oh man. i really hope tat sumone will buy my lesson.. but if not i will juz go for it and make the best out of the whole session.

-hopin veroy

School Re-opens!

2005-05-24T16:47:00.000-07:00

Haa. school re-opens 2dae! lookin forward to it man! finally back to the school day which are full of submissions and deadlines to meet! haa. well.. i think that i am enjoying school more than i enjoy workin la. haa. had a opening talk 2dae. so long and abit boring.. haa. but sum part were kinda interesting. well reached skool super earli 2dae becoz we wanted to book a studio with a computer. well its kinda KIASU but i tink its ok la becoz year 3 will need to use alot of computer and also i work better with 3dviz so having computer with me will be much easier!

was supposed to go KTV with J7 and adrian and rest.. but i was feelin kinda tired and needed today to settle down to prepare myself for school 2moro. so fast as i look back it was like yesterday when i was still a freshie. but now? i am a senior and graduating in like 9months time. haa. next its the next phase of my life.. NS Life.. well.. starting to feel older now.. aahha..

2dae need to do add drop becoz i dun wan to be very xiong in my last semester mah.. haa. well see how it goes man! tata..

Childlike Faith

2005-05-21T20:25:00.000-07:00

haa. its been a long long looooooooonnngg... time since i last blog.. i think kinda busy to blog. well juz a summary of the week! i finished my attachement! praise the lord! although it's tiriin but i managed to finish the race and it was awesome man! got a good evaluation. and a good report! haa. i tink will be working part time for JC Will. not really part-time but a free-lancer. ha.

last thurs i had my preaching challenge. i was so nervous, actually i was supposed to be a YMCA at 9pm but i thought its at church so after i rushed down to church i reached at 830 den realised my mistake den i have to rush all the way down to YMCA again. was so nervous for the preaching challenge becoz its not my Forte, but god challenge me to do it by faith and he will lead me thru it! my sermon..

Childlike Faith

“Matt 18:3”
Assuredly I say to you unless you are converted and become as little children you will by no means enter the kingdom of heaven

Childlike faith? What’s that?

Definition: Like a child, , trustfulness, simplicity, candor( simplicity)

It means trusting him when things are tough, praising him sincerely even when you fall.

2 things about childlike faith

1) Trusting God

Psa 2:12 “ Blessed are those who put their trust in Him”
Psa 5 : 11 “ But let all those rejoice who put their trust in You, Let them ever shout for joy Because You defend them”

Trusting God is like a kid trusting his father. Remember how your father held your hand to cross the road? We held tightly to our father’s hand becoz we trust that our parents will protect us, guide us n lead us, like how god will protect us.

Trust him that he will protect you, he will lead you thru when you ask him, because He is our heavenly father and he loves you.

2) Praising Him when you fall

Praise is not praise unless it’s a sacrifice.

Let me illustrate my point with a story.

Story.
One day I was leading praise in cch and I saw a young boy praising god exuberantly. But guess what? He fell onto the ground. Flat. But before he could get on his feet he continued to praise god until he stood on his feet once again.

See frens! Doesn’t this sound familiar? Many of us sittin in the room may have fell flat on the ground. But how many of us are like this boy who fell flat. He din whine, he din hold a pity party for himself, instead he praise god while getting on his feet!
So frens, let’s be a Christians who has childlike faith! trusting him when things are tough, praising him sincerely even when you fall.

haa.. well tats the brief outline la, but i preach more than that. well after dat i went for supper with mad and guess wat i saw! a robbery! wah, fierce man, in the end the man got caught and i saw him being handcuffed in front of us.

well i juz wan to share from this experience that pepople wil always do things in the spur of a moment and after dat they will regret it terribly, see fren dun do things in the spur of the moment and regret it, think twice, think trice! only when you feel the peace in your heart den do it. dun do it a regret it. :)

Spiritual Assignments

2005-05-10T22:00:00.000-07:00

Well this is a spiritual assignment that Veron my cgl gave to us after cellgroup and i thought i will be good to post it online. Here it goes.

How does the Holy Spirit speak?

He quietly impresses me.
hmm, if i m not wrong impresses means like making a impressionin your heart right? well actually god impresses me many timesin my walk with him. simple things like when i am sitting on thetrain and i see an old lady there. god will say, veroy, you noewhat to do. haa. until now it become like a habit already to giveup my seat for old lady. i feel its very true because when god impresses you, you must be willing to listen.

i remember the timewhen we had easter production and i was goin to rap for the scene. immediately the first thought i told myself is to not let pride come in, becoz pride caused my fall once and it's not goin to happen again. so i prayed and ask god to take charge and not meanyway rehearsals was tiring and i was really tired. and my fleshstarted to take over. i began heard things like, you don't need topray, you can do it your way, you got wat it takes. yea, stuff likedat but holy spirit impressed on me sayin tat if you are goin to do it your way, god is goin to do it his way as well. immediately the fear ofthe lord came upon me, not the fear of him takin away what i have becoz those are just nothin but the fear of him taking away the pressence of god in my life.
yup and so i listened and i prayed andpraise god that indeed when i do it his way he will lead me and direct me in the things i do.

He prompts us gentle

I always imagine Holy spirit as a fren who will always tell me, " hmm, nah.." or " yup, tats the way." i dunoo will the holy spirit prompt strongly but last week i got a very strong prompting from the holy spirit. we had our children church workers conference and god begin to challenge me about my best. why? becoz the cch leaders were sharing how they started out and also what problem and trials they faced. so as they began to share, god began to prompt and say"veroy you always give your best, but above your best are even tougher and even sacrifical" wow!
immediately god pushed my limits and my boundaries, i always pray abt pusing my limits but for once i actually see it being push! wow! that's awesome, god's prompting will only not come in vain when you heed his prompt and make the decesion.

He stirs us up

this happen quite long again, its like what marlin say when you hear peopletalking bad or you know that tat invoke your spiritual senses, you will feelstirred up either in a good way or a bad way. i remember the time when i was juz a new convert i was still quite surrounded with bad company because weare in the same school. anyway one day they decided to speak negative thingsabout christianity. juz bad things and things dat a not true, i started to feel very provoke and i can feel a kind of strong feelin inside me. you knowwad i mean. it came to the point i could not take it and i left them and wenthome to pray and after pray god told me he wants me to reach out to them. andguess what, you know steven? he's one of them, even he backslided but i am still praying 4 him. well.. when god's stirs you up he wants someting to happen.
He moves conscienceFor e.g when you sin or you do something that grieves the holy spirit it will prick you in your conscience. i always tell myself to let my conscience not to be seared. and come to a point my conscience no longer pricks my heart. because by then it will be too late. sometimes when i quarrel with my parent my consciencewill start to prick me and holy spirit will tell me not to do it because she is mymum and i shld honour her. and i will apologise to her and reconcile with her.

He reminds us of scriptures.

i remember that time i was goin thru songleader training class and i was goin thru my first week of my poly, and it was terrible. the devil speak to me that plp wont accept me them way i am my character. in short it was jus a terrible time. and it was the last lesson of my SL class and i was telling myself i don't feel like goin. my flesh was feelin very weak and i was super-duper down. ut i juz felt that e holy spirit was tellin me as you seek first the kingdom of god he will add all thingsto me, not weapon formed against me shall prosper and god began to say that he willlift up my burden and indeed i went for the SL class and i got touched by the powerof God, sis bell prophesied over me and from then on i have been walkin towards tocall of God. hallelujah.

well that's the end of the assignment. haa. not graded but i m sure i won't fail.. was sick today man.. my mum is sick, my brother is sick, now i am affected too. oh man. was feelin so uncomfortable until i cant go and attend pastor phil's conference. :( the doctor give me an MC but i am still considering if i shld use tomoro. see how it goes ba.. but if i use it i can get a good rest and attend pastor phil's conference.

watchin online now..

"you cant find pastors like pastor kong and sun often, they are very rare and they can lead you up! only if you will follow" - by pst phil. AMEN to that!

" management mantains its standard, leadership increase it's standard"

wow.. i can sense god's pressence even online..
i will never leave god nore forsake god..

the need is the call

2005-05-04T21:50:00.000-07:00

greetings my brethrens and brethreness, it's been a long time since i last blogged. and now my first entry for the month is sumtink powerful and impactful! 1st of May'05. the day of breakthru. the day where fire burns in my bones.

-revival fire-

indeed the fire was burning, after the conference started a sense of excitement was felt in the hearts of the people, as me and adrian stand on stage leading them in praise i could feel a breakthru in the atmosphere! wow! its beyond description of words! the pressence of god was thick and powerful. june lead well for the worship too! god is really good to us! as pastor showed us the video of pastor bill wilson. he shared a story, after that everyone was cryin buckets, not becoz we are emotional but the pressence of god was so strong that it touched everyone!

the story goes like this..

pastor bill has the biggest children's ministry of 22000 children. he's church is located at the gettos which is new york city. the place has poor children, AIDS, guns, drug addicts and shootings was common and of course child abuse. pastor bill shared about a woman who got saved in his service and she was excited to serve god so she ask pastor bill how can she serve so pastor bill juz said she can help out in busing. so the woman went to help out in the busing and every month she will change a bus and continue to love the chilren in the bus. until after 3 months she stop changing the bus. becoz she found a special child.

the child is dirty and stuff like tat, not the typical kute boy people will love. so everytime the boy gets on the bus the lady will seat him on her lap and whisper in his ear "Jesus love you, I love you" becoz this is the only english sentence she knows. and everytime when the boy alights the bus the she will whisper to him the same words "Jesus love you, I love you" but the boy will never respond. the boy will always keep quiet but one day when he alighted the bus, he run down the bus den he turned back and told the woman, "I love you too" that was the first time the woman hear him speak.

6hrs later the boy was found died. in the rubbish chute. his mum "threw" him away. but to this boy he was contented becoz someone really cares and loves him.

yep, i can still tear now. becoz that how amazing god's love in. wow..
like what i say the conference pushed my limits, now my best is no longer my best becoz there's a new best, a new standard for my best! i will do it 4 Jesus! anything for You.

now i am reading a book by Bill Wilson " Whose child is this?" Pastor Eileen lent it to me, she's such a blessing in my life, i will do whatever it takes for her vision for children church!

revelation :
the need is the call, whenever you are needed you are called there, sometimes when things needs needs to be don't need to pray abt it. you jus have to do it!

-blank-

2005-04-29T08:49:00.000-07:00

haa.. i am staring at my screen 4 about 5mins.. still duno how to start.. well start from work! a typical normal at work lo. haa.. did sumtink interesting today. i brought a proposal board to pass to a client today. wah exciting man. and you know who's is the client. ok. the place is SIA PPS Club. Lum May Yee is the manager! woah! haa. although i din get to see her la. but the experience of goin from the office to the client's place is fun man. :) so exciting and lookin forward to the weekend coz we goin to have extra long weekend! wahaha.. den mondae is the children church workers conference! yeah! ready to go and impact people man!

cellgrp was awesome. was so impacted and inspired! and what's next? transformation begains!

lookin 4ward to 2moro cch! i m sure more children will be impacted!

joy of the Lord is my strength

2005-04-26T23:40:00.000-07:00

juz finish my quiet time. God is awesome! juz a short post to share what God has imprinted in my heart for this week with.

the joy of the lord is my strength. y joy of the lord? not grace of the lord? not the spirit of the lord?

joy of the lord is my strength, when you have the strength you can do work productively and when you have the joy of god as your strength you will find joy in doin the things you do and when there's joy, you will enjoy doin it and things become fun!

thus when there's strength that comes from joy it will make you happy and strong with make you enjoy the thing you are doin making it so fun! hallelujah!

i m joyful!

what a good rest i had 2day..

2005-04-26T07:44:00.000-07:00

haa.. i took mc.. again? haa. yap, but i felt it was a good and worth taking la. i rested to my heart's content and spent my day at home. which i dun really get to quite often. ha, i enjoy stayin at home and restin once in a while and do nothing.. but not too often ar, if not mushrooms may start to grow on my body. marlin called me juz now and told me pastor ask me to participate in a dance item for emerge. i agreed! ha, becoz i told God i want to be doing things for Him during emerge. be it big or small i will do it. it's my honour to do it for Him.

I did 3 poster for the drama ministry recuirment! drama ministry is lookin for new blood! come to the family of dramatist! ha, i m like advertising for them man! i will put them up soon on my portfolio. in case you STILL dunno.

http://www.the-portfolio.blogspot.com

above is veroy's humble portfolio so do visit even if you don't have the time! haa. thank you!

i think i shld get a new pair of speakers coz my speakers are already crackin. cant seem to play any song nicely. :( see how it goes la. i wan to go and do my quiet time now. i want more of God's pressence in my life.. needa catch up with Him.. :) nitez.

Monday..

2005-04-25T11:39:00.000-07:00

ha. monday, a start of a long week ahead. dunno will it be fun but i m sure it will be tiring man. 2day i was really tired. think i din hav enuff slp. i actually fall asleep while workin. haa. i think workin is JC Will is exciting when i have work to do. propsosal and designs to come out with but when all the tenders are over they start to ask me to do boring stuff which i expected to do la. which i did lo. really so dry man.. haa.

oh yea! god is good! i am gettin OT pay! every 1 hour is $4.50 and the past O.T i did can be counted too! praise god man! my aim is to earn $1000 for this attachment! haa.. i think i can see it coming to past already! feelin so sick now.. my nose feel soo blocked man. i wish i could clear all the stuff that blocking my nose now. so blocked that i cant sing and cant tok properly. that why i only can write.. juz write what i want to say and what i want to sing..

i want to be happy every single day and all my friends to be very happy too. sounds cheesy but this is how i am feelin now. i pray that all my close fren will be happy. i really do.

i can sing a rainbow, sing a rainbow, sing a rainbow too.

A man's life depends on the type of seed he sows

2005-04-23T11:56:00.000-07:00

A man's life depends on the type of seed he sows

wow. that's a very powerful quote, pst tan preach about dat during service 2 4.30pm service. indeed if you dun like your results, you shld start to change to seeds that you are sowing in your studies. sow seeds of dillegence. start to work hard! if you dun like the fruits in your financial aspects change the seeds you are sowing. if you dun like your life! CHANGE the seeds you are sowing man! powerful. impacted me man!

yesterdae cch service was awesome man! i felt that i got a breakthru in praise but still can go more! i m so happy to see every child praising god so exuberantly! words can explain how it makes me feel so happy. haa. you shld cum and see the children yourself! its simply awesome! god is raising up children who is on fire who will change the generation for Him!

'where there's unity, there's power' 'gossipin will break the unity and God can't move anymore'

i forgot to bring my wallet man.. haa. not only that, i din bring my ez-link card, i din bring ATM card. ha. i can really sing this song " not a shirt on my back, nor a penny to my name " haa. but my savior and king is not mocked! He provided me, when i was at the bustop i din realised that i din bring my "cards" den i meet a secondary school fren and he paid for my bus fare den i took pastor eileen's car to church. den lunch madeline blessed me. and pastor eileen blessed me with a drink and gave me a ride home too! wow! jehovah jireh! God our provider is real! amen! i think they are all angels that God placed in my life man.

I thank God for all of them..

Live-Recordin

2005-04-22T06:14:00.001-07:00

well.. this was supposed to be written yesterday, but i guess i was super-duper tired last nitE! its was truly awesome man! the live-recording is so awesome! everyone gave their all out for the live-recording! but its not onli the hype and the excitement! but the anionting really carried thru the whole recording! indeed we wan to capture the anionting more than anything else! and the recording really captured the anionting and pressence! thank god 4 providing me the grace and strength for this week. its really tough for me but nothing is tougher than my God! why? haa. 5 perspectives and reachin church at 6.30! really need grace and favour man! but i got it all done and everything went on soo well! not only i finish all my work! i did the live-recording and not only that i am still goin on strong! indeed we must realli depend on God's strength because he's strength will never fail us! oh! yup, my boss agreed to give us OT pay! wow! i must say that i really thank God for a good enviroment, a good boss! praise god man! haa. like pst always say it's always easy to praise god when everything is goin on well. but i will make it a choice to praise him even through tough times! hallelujah!

today is friday! woohoo! its the start of "The Lord's Day" haa. read my previous entree's to know what i mean by"The Lord's Day" ha, yep! i am leading praise tomoro! 2 songs, God is our father and One Way! lookin forward to it because its a lways a joy to see all the children givin their best to jesus their superhero!

thought of the day..
people who speak of things that they are not sure about, or make statements which they are not sure about should stop speakin and also find out the real truth behind everythin and if the thing doesnt concern them, they should not say anything at all because that gossiping. :)

EXTRAORDINARY

2005-04-19T01:30:00.000-07:00

wow. the live recording rehearsal was super duper awesome! even though its tiring but it was great! i really need extraordinary grace for extraordinary faith for extraordinary miracles man!
have to finish 5 perspectives by this thursday and i only finished 2. no. i should say none coz hav 2 make changes to the two. how? haa. what to do.. workin life is like that man.. nonetheless work is not going to stop me from serving the king of kings! i believe that when i seek him first he will add all the other things unto me! amen! juz now got a lift from pastor eileen back home! thank god for her if not i wun be home so early man! well. not only tat la but i think that pastor eileen is sumone that god place in my life to make me better and better. without god puttin her in my life i dun think i can be whu i am or doin what i do!

really tired now, talkin to sister annabel online. she is oso one person god placed in my life that i am so thankful for! miss her leadin, haa. no worries, she'll be back very soon! by than she will go up another level in her singin!

really depending on god for 2molo! god please give me extraordinary grace for extraordinary faith for extraordinary miracles! i need it!

Lazy to tink of a title..

2005-04-17T10:00:00.000-07:00

praise god, i m home earlier than i expected myself to be! juz got home from the live recording rehearsal for choir stage. well i muz say this is such a great privilledge to be involed in this event. well i always tell myself i should not take anything whether is it big or small for granted! becoz if i take it for granted God will take it away from me! so i muz always have a heart of humilty man!

haa, i saw my boy 2day! brian! as usual he was playful and naughty! always tryin to be funny with me, making trouble for the teachers in cch givin them headaches but for me? i wan to press in into him! its truly amazing! why? becoz when it comes to worshippin God he's so tamed by the pressence of God and he is really worshippin god with all of his heart. i was so touched when i saw that! its the childlike faith dat never fails to touch me.. praise was awesome! all the children were ready to create an impact for jesus! getting to lead the mini-service is a privilledge too! becoz that the place where i really learn and take on the position of a leader and learn to lead others!

still learning, always keepin on..
p.s : god i pray for every child that they will love you until the day you return..

Happy Birthday to my new bible!

2005-04-16T22:00:00.000-07:00

Haa. i juz bought my new bible 2day! so hapie! finally! its a good buy man! attributes was having this promotion " Holman bible + Strongest Concordence " 50% off! wow! so i bought it man! haa. although i dunno when will i get to use the concordence but i believe i will use it when i go to bible school in 3 years time! yea. was supposed to be in church learning the songs for our CHC live recording but it was cancelled. haa.. managaed to get sum rest at home!

yep, juz finish my quiet time, had a refreshing time. ha. :) was just worshippin and this chorus came out!

and i'll give my my heart to you my savior
my king my friend my life
was never same again
you are my light my hope
your everlasting cleansing love i'll sing

hmm, i guess this will be my next creation!

God spoke to me this verse,
it says in Matt 12:16 " Behold my servant whom i have chosen My beloved in whom my soul is well pleased! I will put My spirit upon him and He will declare justice to the Gentiles"

wow! amazing! God promises to put His spirit on me once He chose me! and my bible says that all of us are chosen! so all of us has the privilledge to receive God's spirit! amen! i received it! wad about you?

deeply in love with God.

PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT

2005-04-16T10:05:00.000-07:00

LADIES AND GENTLEMAN, THIS IS AN ANNOUNCEMENT.
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THE OWNER OF THE BLOG STRONGLY URGE YOU TO VISIT IT.

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DO VISIT IT @ THE-PORTFOLIO.BLOGSPOT.COM
AND LEAVE COMMENTS ON THE TAGBOARD FOR THE OWNER
IN ORDER FOR HIM TO MAKE IMPROVEMENTS.

NOTE: THIS MESSAGE WASN'T MADE BY THE OWNER OF
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HAA. AS IF.

A full time illustrator?

2005-04-15T12:29:00.000-07:00

yeah! its the weekend again! i love weekends! look forward to them man! 2molo is children church! woohoo! can see all of them again! and sunday i can lead my lovely children into God's pressence once again! haa!

hows work? well if you have been reading, everything was awesome! today was superb man! boss again treated me very well! say that she will give me A for SIP! ahaha.. but i say dun have A B C D E wan.. its either a pass or a fail! haa. den she say after your grad cum and work for me! of course i dunno if she's jokin but its the thought that counts! who noes? i may become a full-time illustrator/interior designer. haa. god will lead , i will go! i just feel that favour of God and man is upon me and i pray that it will keep on goin on!

oh! i was supposed to stay late today and work 2molo but i honestly to my boss say i goin cellgroup today and goin church tomolo and to my surprise! she said ok! wow and ask me to go! wow.. confessing your faith will not make you a loser! its makes you a victorious child of God! yeah! haa. then went for cg and took a cab to rush to veron's place. the cab uncle cant find the location and when he finally found the place, he gave me a 50% discount! wow! den i was so thankful to god i gave everything i had for the offering believing that i will be blessed as i give!
was so ministered in the cg! learnt about santification! and was greatly blessed by it! man! s

o lookin forward to 2molo! roni and gigi are coming to cch! who are they? they are famous clowns from japan! haa.it will be sooooo exciting! yea! haa! will update more after tomolo!

FAVOUR

2005-04-14T23:49:00.000-07:00

wow. praise god man! i think i received favour man! 2dae had a super enjoyable day at work, everything went so smoothly! its one of those day where you are super duper up! ha, today my boss praised me! i could not believe it! its not those type of minimal praise but she praise me extravagantly and still ask me to do freelance for her after i leave! well, being myself i always say no problem then she keeps on tellin my supervisor and collegues " wah! i love his attitude! he's very good! this guy will make it wherever he goes! he's so steady, like a problem-free man" wow. that's enuff to send me sky rocketing into heaven! haa. but its not becoz of who i am that made me. its becoz of who He is that teaches me to be who i am! wow! i m forever grateful!
anyways i left my work place at about 8pm. late hor? dun have overtime pay.. saw vernace on the way home! haa, kinda miss school life man even though we dun have homework! but frenz are a very important part of my life! so i prefer frens!

NEW IMAGE

2005-04-11T22:51:00.000-07:00

huh? i meant a new image for my blog la. actually i prefer to call it my spiritual diary. haa. yea, the is sumthing helpful for people like me who always forget to hand in spiritual diary. can use my blog to record down spiritual ups and downs in my life.. hm, i din see brian last week. duno why he din cum.. wondering is he okay.. juz suddenly tot of him.. he's is very playful sumtimes but i dunno y i really care for him alot. perhaps when i see him i see myself. i was also very naughty in the past. ha, dats why i hope to my him my fren and teach him to be good. :) children are juz so sweet and innocent. pure. it always never fail to melt my heart when i hear the angelic voices of the children worshippin King Jesus.

A TRIBUTE TO SOMEONE SPECIAL.

2005-04-11T07:52:00.000-07:00

Well. she's a important person in my life. my very good fren. this is the first testimonial she wrote for me and i wan to tell her that i really thank god for placing a special fren like her into my life. you have made a great difference!

Ang Shen~ You must really thank God,
for He has chosen you for a great
purpose, to be used greatly by Him even
when you were still out on the streets
bumming around. If you could stand on
the stage, it is because of God's
grace. And also because of your desire,
earnestness for God, you are truly a
talent. God is going to use your
talent, and many shall know you.
Through your life, they will see God's
love in us. For we have not chosen God,
but God has chosen us, right?

Since the day I know you, I had never
treated you as a small kid. Slowly, I
had forgotten the age gap between us.
If it wasn't mentioned, I would have
really overlooked that fact. He's very
sweet and romantic, and a heart full of
emotions , in short he's a very good
man. But the most important thing is,
he is a God-lover. Fantastic. Yupyup :)

<--- yep, thats her!

words cant describe how much i appreciate you. thank you.

FLY

2005-04-09T02:20:00.000-07:00

Wow. juz finish my new song. its called fly. it just expresses how someone will feel which god say to them you will soar with me like eagles. wow.. as i was writing i was just imagining how it will be flying with my superhero wow! amazing! imagine you are flying with Him den He will say things like, " look at that mountain, i made that!" "i made the sparrow yesterday" "i breathe life into that new baby the lovely couple is holding" wow.. so sweet. so nice! i simply love jesus! although its very late now and tomorow got to lead for Children Church but i juz feel i noe to write this down b4 i goto bed.. our god is an awesome god! haa.

----------FLY--------------
taken me into your holiness
Brought me into light again
Every morning every night and day
Changed by your love I'm Flying

fly to Jesus
Spread my wings and lift my hands up high
fly with jesus fly across the sky
spirit never dies
jesus you and i

and i noe its true
i yearn for you
for your touch cannot lie
i noe its true
that i love you
for your touch that makes me fly.

FLYING WITH JESUS WAD ABT YOU? ;)

haa! praise god!

2005-04-07T19:18:00.000-07:00

you noe wat.. correct man. its only when you are desperate god will cum and bring you higher. and make you well! i am relivied now! well i am juz amazed at the way god works. speakin to me in a small still voice tell me to go on. when you go thru a valley keep walking, when you are in the dark keep seek when you are lost keep searching! hallelujah!